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2011-12-08T09:31:00.002+08:00

SCV cancelled

Dad came to me with SCV bill and said that was the last bill he is going to pay, in future I will have to pay it myself.
$46 a month, I don't want to pay that....

After thinking for 2 days, I have decided to cancel it.
Anyway, I hardly sit on front of my TV now, only during meals or when I am too bored.
Most of the time, I will be sitting in front of my computer drama-ing.

December is here, a festive season. A valid "excuse" to go shopping and to eat!

2011-11-21T11:33:00.002+08:00

昨晚，临睡前想起我最好的3个朋友。
想着那些有欢笑，有泪水的日子；好想好想她们3个。

好朋友，好姐妹，是一辈子的，不是吗？

虽然，不管因为什么原因没见面，彼此心里有彼此就够了。。。

她们，每时每刻都在我心中。

2011-11-14T08:50:00.002+08:00

Wow, the last time i blogged was July...
Yesterday before bedtime, i suddenly remembered I have a blog!
So, first thing I stepped into office, I decided to write on my blog.

Nothing interesting in life to update.
Only my daily routine: Work, watch drama and sleep haa

2011-07-19T12:53:00.000+08:00

On 14 July 2011, it marks the end of the "Harry Potter" series...

A clean ending, but somehow, i felt lost, no more Harry Potter to look forward to?
Perhaps they can start thinking of new plots....

Time for lunch, Thai food at Sunshine Plaza!

2011-04-15T08:53:00.002+08:00

It is already mid-Apr of 2011, other than working, nothing interesting....

After the crisis of Japan, I have cancelled my Japan trip, agency refunded the deposit too. So, in May, I am flying to Hong Kong, Yeah. The last time I have been to HK was when I was 5, totally no recollections of HK. I hope I can have fun there: DisneyLand, Shopping & Food here I come!!!

Everyday, I feel so tired at work, more and more things to do...
I will hang on for the sake of my students :)
I am working so hard for my students, NOT Kaplan!
My students have finished their exams and results should be out anytime, I hope they can pass. Whenever, it is exam period, I realised I m more 紧张 than they were.

6 days later, I can see my 宝贝 :)

2011-03-08T08:49:00.000+08:00

Blogging away in the office early in the morning.
Raining outside and I m drinking hot coffee with Super Junior's songs playing on my mobile.
Finally, the busy week is over... No longer having to leave work at nearly 9pm with overflowing workload.
Back to normal, trying to leave at 6pm everyday.

Woohoo, I wanna share my excitement of JJ's concert on 5 Mar!!!!
As I put in my facebook, "9年了，我最爱的始终还是林俊杰".
On that night of his concert, one word "SUPERB".
I am always looking forward to his new album and next concert!!!!!

2011-02-05T17:06:00.002+08:00

Working in the office on 大年初3, no choice, flying to Melbourne tomorrow so have to clear all urgent work...
In the new office which I have moved into for 1 week, not adapted yet, feeling abit eerie haha so I have my Kpop music blasting.

一想到不能去林俊杰的签唱会，心情超郁闷的。
自他的第2张专辑的签唱会开始，从没错过任何一场！
现在只能期待他3月5号的演唱会！！！

Have to start packing tonight le....
Back to work, I wanna leave by 6pm!

2011-01-29T23:08:00.008+08:00

I told myself i m going to blog at least once a week but i did not haha.
Blogging today as I m happy!!!
Looking at these photos make me feel so blessed, the 4 of us...

June, we will wait for you to return from New Zealand in July n we shall carry on with all our lovely G4 gatherings...
Please take good care of yourself, miss ya lots *Kiss*

Not forgetting our new member of the group, cute little Natalie.
She is such a darling, she is recieving all the doting from me!!!

My long waited "Super Junior" concert!!!
I am so high now, can't imagine what will happen to me tmr haha
I m so worried that I m too excited to even sleep tonight.
But I definitely know that I will enjoy the concert.
Time, please pass faster, I want 30 Jan, 4pm to come quickly....

2010-12-10T10:17:00.003+08:00

December 2010... Haven't been blogging again....
I have no idea if anyone still reads my blog?

Today, i just feel like writing out my feelings so i turn to my blog.

First, I have turned 25 years old, wow I have lived for a quarter of a century.
Time is passing so fast.

I felt sad as the bdae celebration i wanted most did not come.
I wanted my 3 best friends to be with me on this day.
I m not asking for a bdae cake.
I m not asking for present.
All I wanted is their companion, a meal or even sitting in Kopitam to drink coffe, it just makes my day.
I have been telling ppl ard me that my best friends will be celebrating my bdae for me on Fri. But, it is not happening, it hurts...

On my bdae, I was shopping around in Orchard alone.
Dear sis is kind enough to take time off and together with Jesper, they celebrated with me by having dinner and catching a night movie of "Narnia".

If you ask me who are your best friends?
Without hesitation, I can give u 3 names.
Every second spent with them was happy moments.
But, if u ask the 3 of them, will they say my name, I wonder?
Things has changed since a few years back and i naively believe things will turn for the better. I chose to keep mum and thought "TIME" will bring everything back in course and it will be "Happily Ever After" but it seems like i m wrong. Somehow, things have reached a "point of no return". I m still having hopes on this.

J told me perhaps the foundation of our friendship between the 4 of us is not strong and is not emotionally bonded. After thinking for a night, perhaps there is some certainty in what she said. I really do not want to see our frienship turns out this way. I know we have all grown up and our mindset change and of course our priorities in life change.
This has become too much for my "simple" mind to take it further and i find myself stepping back and finding solace in "another world".

I hope 1 day, the 4 of us will wake up from this "bad dream" and remember all the happy & cherishable times we spent and shared.

For what i know, even with all the changes and unhappiness, my feelings for my 3 best friends has never change but the frienship holding the 4 of us together? I have no answer for it.... I love the 3 of you.

2010-08-08T21:25:00.004+08:00

Wow, once again i have abandoned my Blog for a super long time.
Time just flies without me noticing.
Been busy watching dramas (as usual), that i realised i have no time for other things in life haha.

After finishing watching "You're Beautiful" which made me go crazy over Shin-woo oppa (Jeong Yonghwa) and i have yet to recover from it!
Now, watching "Cinderella's Sister". Got interested in this show as the theme song is sang by Yesung.

Congrats to my best friend Violet & Daryl for the arrival of Baby Natalie who is such a darling little princess. 2 months old now!

Also congrats Serene for having Baby Ryan.
A joyous occasion indeed :)

2010-02-01T19:48:00.002+08:00

Hmm, I have not been watching 偶像剧 for a long time. Let me see, which is the last one I watched? I think its “公主小妹”.
During 2009 Taiwan’s 金钟奖，赵又廷 won the best actor award and I have totally no idea who he was so I googled his name. Out of curiousity, I started watching “痞子英雄”. At ep12 now, its quite a nice show. The more I see赵又廷, I think he is quite cute!

Violet’s baby is a girl, can’t wait for the little girl to be out so I can play with her!!!
Haven’t met up with the girls for quite some time, Christmas till now, miss them lots.

Ever since I got my new CPU, I am back to locking myself in my room watching shows again….

A month has past in year 2010, that’s fast. It seemed that I did nothing for the past 1 month. Going for CNY shopping on Sun with sis, will just get 1 dress and a pair of new shoe, budget is low.

2010-01-18T23:33:00.002+08:00

Computer broke down, now i m finally able to use the internet again.
Thanks for the all the help :)

To summarise, i m just tired....

Looking forward to my Bangkok & Chiangmai trip in Feb!!!

2009-11-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

心里超不爽

已经没精力了
I need a perk to revive my "energy"....

Planning a last minute trip to HK this Dec, Jetstar & Tiger tickets are sold out while SQ is selling it at $800+ wow.... There goes...

I hope to enjoy this long weekend to the fullest!!!

Irritating gastric bothering me for these 2 days n i can feel myself falling sick again, soon

2009-11-17T22:39:00.003+08:00

Was feeling low, but after watching this movie, it lightens my mood!
Go into the cinema and catch this comedy.

On MC today, had a good rest at home.
The thought of going back to office tomorrow makes me dread, all the emails etc...

2009-11-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

Its been a month plus since my best friend got married, a happily married woman.
Today, another good news is added on. Cheers!!!
Daryl, don't u dare bully our beloved Violet hee

Heard some things recently that affected my mood, it sets me into thinking mode again...

2009-11-02T22:03:00.002+08:00

They said I m too emotionally-attached to my students.
Perhaps I am.
NO, i think I am!!!
I guess that's the reason why i always land myself in dilemma situations and giving myself unnecessary stress.
Sometimes i wonder, after doing so much for my students, do they appreciate it at the end of the day?
Maybe its time to start detaching myself from them bit by bit....

Was annoyed by 2 girls today.
They had been pestering me for days to change class, i agreed on the condition that it has to be a one-to-one swap with another class. Only 1 of them managed to find someone to swap with her. So, the other girl came back pestering me again! She started to 撒娇 and that makes me shivers (she is not cute at all!). When she knows it doesn't work, she started tearing and jumping like a spoilt brat! That really puts me off, eveyone was looking over and they must be thinking i bullied her or made her CRY!!!
Come on, grow up, u r not a 3 yr old kid crying for the sweet that your mum refuses to give u. Childish act....

Wow, can't wait for the Korean movie "My girlfriend is an agent" to be out this week!

2009-11-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

2 weeks, it has only been 2 weeks.
But, everything seems to be different, there had been changes...
The feeling is different too.
What exactly happened???

Questioning myself:
To what extend will i go to help someone i care for?
Going against my own conscience? Going against my integrity?
I keep asking myself if that was too overboard?
What is done cannot be undone, i just hope all i did is WORTH!

Watched "My sister's keeper" over the weekends.
Having read the novel, i was so looking foward to this movie.
Learning from past precedents, i lowered my expectaion for the movie & i enjoyed it.
Prepare tissues if you are catching the movie!

Here comes November, and the end of a week.
I want a short get-away from Singapore to Bintain or Genting or cruise.
I need a break!!!

10.52pm, what shall i do before its bedtime?

2009-10-24T16:59:00.002+08:00

Final decree is out, i m sad and at the same time happy with it.
Suddenly, i wish that i have the power to determine Fate.
It will be best if i can save both, but in the situation if i can only choose one, what will be my decision?
Nothing is bias-free in this world, so am I.
My heart will tend to sway towards 1 party.
If i can only pull 1 to safety, i will save him and sacrifice the other.
However, this is totally impossible in reality.
我还是接受事实，面对现实吧...

I am now praying hard, hoping to see the outcome i want eventually. I hope u put in some effort and push yourself.

Another depressing incident....
During Welcome Orientation this week, i was depressed by some remarks made by the students.
When they knew i was their program manager, they gave me this doubtful look and said "那么年轻啊?"
At the back of thier mind, they must be thinking,
- can she be trusted?
- can she perform the role as my program manager well?
- will she be able to provide me with all the help and support i need during my studies here?
Well, when i was going to bed and recalled that expression of theirs, i was sad and i lost confidence in myself.
Come on, i m older than most of u, in what position are u to doubt me?
I shall prove myself!

5.25pm, blogging away in the office on a Saturday.

2009-10-18T22:20:00.003+08:00

A Sunday....

Today, I was at Cathay cineplex.
Once again, i went for a movie alone, i want to be alone.
Bought a 10.50am movie ticket for Haeundae (korean movie), bought myself a cup of hot mocha and went into the cinema hall.
I chose a row which is not occupied and the middle seat, the feeling is just like i m the only person in the cinema, feels good haa...
Well, i guess i chose that movie for the reason that "i know i will definitely cry in this movie". True enough, together with my own mixed emotions and the touching scenes from the movie, it provided me with a good channel to cry out...
I cried hard, when i went into the washroom, found my eyes red!
When i left the washroom, walked out of Cathay into the bright sunlight, putting on my sunglasses, i felt "light".

The crying made me feel better.

From there, i went to Subway to grab my brunch and head over to office to continue with the never ending work load....

Hmm, the movie is nice. The movie used the year 2004 Tsunami incident to film a movie of mega-tsunami hitting a coastal area of Korea. Its always during life & death situation when people learn to cherish their loved ones and realise their true love, but it may be too late...

Busy weeks ahead, orientation coming next week. A new batch of students is coming.

Cravings for steamboat, looking forward to steamboat on the following Mon!

2009-10-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

Somebody, save me!!!
I thought i can control it but it is running too wildly and fast for me to get a grip on it before it lost control.
I seem to be digging my own grave...
I should have pulled the rein tight in the very beginning, its too late.
Every single thing just affects my mood, i can't imagine what will happen if this goes on.
I have to stop it no matter what.

我已经中“毒”了。
是一种没有解药的毒。
毒性有多深我不知道，一天天的等吧；也许毒性很快就发作，也许会痊愈。。。

It will be Monday in 35 mins time, another busy week to go.
There will only be me and the temp girl in the office tmr, manager on leave & EC on training, hope everything will be fine in office, no problem studnets (keeping my fingers cross).

Back to my CSI season 7....

2009-10-04T01:26:00.004+08:00

4th day of October, counting down to my best friend's wedding on the 10th!!!

My 43.3B class group presentation on Fri.
I like to see them coming in their business attire, looks so good!
Their exam is coming soon, hope they r working hard.

Happy event on one side but troubled at the other end.
I think its time to stop this before it is too late.
I have no idea why is all this happening and it seems to be heading for the wrong direction.
I must do something to stop all these.

气我自己，为什么答应自己的事总是做不到？
每一次，我都背弃对自己许下的诺言。
我不应该有这种感觉的。。。
再这样下去，受伤的也许是我自己。
真希望有个人告诉我该怎么做。
该停止了，要不然就太迟了。
或许，一开始就是个错误。

Its 1.35am, i m still wide awake, what should i do?
Planning to go into office to do some work.
Another boring week has past....

2009-09-30T00:04:00.002+08:00

Searching within my heart...

There r lots of answers i m looking for deep in my heart, i have all sorts of questions running in my mind right now.
Hoping to find the best answer.
Will i be able to find the answer i want?
Am i just making things complicated?
I guess everything needs time...but how much time?

寻找心中的答案...

Signing off at 12:12AM, time for bed (if i can fall asleep).

2009-09-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

Please go to the link below to vote for JJ at the annual "Singapore Hits Award".
http://www.singaporehitawards.sg/awards2.htm
Quite disappointed that he was not nominated for "最佳演绎男歌手" category.
Support JJ!!
JJ is nominated for:
1. 最佳本地作曲 - 小酒窝
2. 最佳本地歌手奖
3. 最受欢迎男歌手奖

2009-09-12T00:25:00.002+08:00

再过一个月，我最好的朋友要结婚了！
Received the sweet purple invitation card, i feel so happy for Violet & Daryl.
我将会是她的伴娘，first time being one. We have bought the day dress.
趁这个机会学怎么办好新娘的角色。
下一个到我嫁了，晋升当林太太!!! Haha....
Looking forward to that day.

Today, 3 of my classes r having presentation. They have to dress in business attire so all of them came to school so smart looking, its a pleasant sight. It is so different from their usual dressing n i like it. I think most of them did a good job today, glad to see them putting effort.

I promise myself i shall not step into office this weekend.
I need a breather before i break down.
I m going to enjoy myself and take a good rest.

Haiz... i wanted to go to bed at 11pm but i m still wide awake at this hour.

2009-09-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

Wow, have not been blogging for ages...
I can see cobwebs all over, here i m to do some cleaning up. I wonder if anyone comes to my blog.
Finally managed to find a cute playlist for my blog, IMEEM is not "friendly".

I am very tired, working 7 days a week for 2 consecutive weeks, i think i deserve a break!!
Tho work is hectic but i do enjoy my work. Putting admin matters aside, my students r my motivation now!

I made a pact with myself to start blogging at least once per week to keep my memories going in case i have forgotten all that have happened in my life.

Too exhausted to start, shall take a hot bath and rest....

P.S will be back soon *wink

2009-06-28T20:53:00.004+08:00

I want to go fly to Taiwan again!!!
I enjoyed my full 7 days there together with my 2 best buddies.
We had so much fun!
Took lots of photos, collating photos from vio & june and i shall post to facebook instead of blog.
Well, the thing i missed most in Taiwan is my Super Junior! No super junior clips for 1 whole week. It was quite a torture to myself and also to vio & june as they have to listen to me talking about Suju non-stop haha; but i was clever enough to store their songs in my phone.
Take a look at this video, SuJu singing SNSD's "Gee" in acoustic version, super nice.
There is Yesung and Kyu Hyun, my top 2 favourites.

Here comes monday again, another week of work before weekends fly by...
Oh, my dearest Jean is back from Canberra, have to spend some time with her before she flies back again soon. Missing her so badly.

2009-05-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

Was at June's place yesterday with Vio n not forgetting Nikky.
Had our Taiwan trip itenarary planned and settled accomodation. Wooh, sounds so fun.
11 more days before we r on the plane to Taiwan.
Also touched on some higlights of Violet's big day.
Was very entertained by Nikky hovering around us!

More of super junior!!!
I m so addicted to them to the extend that it is a must to watch their MV or clips every single day.
Ye Sung with his wonderful voice. Wondering which is Yesung? The cute one in total white is Yesung!!!

Their first Chinese song... U
Han Kyung is so good looking in this MV!

Back to youtube, I will post more MV haha

2009-05-17T19:46:00.003+08:00

I have abandoned my blog for months!!!

Hmm, lets see, no happenings to blog about, my life is boring haha.

Totally drained after work everyday, just want to rest.

Well, something to look foward to, Taiwan trip with June & Violet, Yeah!!

I like the feeling of being all alone, i think i m getting more n more 宅女 haha...

I like sitting in front of my com watching shows, mv and clips....

Other than the Korean Hana Yori Dango which i m crazy over at this moment, i m also quite into Korean boyband "Super Junior" all because of Ye Sung.

Yesterday, i stayed up till nearly 3am watching clips n mvs of Super Junior.

A total of 13 members in Super Junior, other than Ye Sung there r other cute ones.

Ye Sung's voice is so nice, makes me melt!

Super Junior with my Ye Sung in the first row, left hand side

2009-03-01T19:54:00.002+08:00

两个星期内去了两个婚礼，也有很想嫁人的心情...
Congrats to 连姐 & Serene!! Wishing them a blissful marriage.

Here comes the month of March, time flies real fast.
Still so busy at work as usual, told myself i m not going into office today so i brought work home to complete.
I am begining to like my 40A class, both the lecturer and students are so fun. Its my fave class now! I was telling my lecturer, Kevin that day that all the good looking n cute ones are in his class haha. Kevin has great teaching skills, i sat in the class for a few times and find it interesting. If i m the student i will definitely enjoy the class and so keen on learning.

Its been raining the whole day, feeling so lazy.

I want to go KTV!!

2009-01-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

新年快乐!

A time for lots of eating (pineapple tarts & bak Kwa & kueh-lu-lu), ang pow collection and bomdarded with qs: "When are you getting married?"

Some updates on work, its quite quiet in sch as the students have went back for CNY. Good time for me to clear back-logs and do follow-ups. Share a funny incident: That day after their exam, my student came to look for me and said he wanted to change his name, Phil, to another name. It took me some time to understand why, "Phil" sounds like "Fail", i burst out laughing, 真没形象!
I don't know if i m envy with my colleagues, at least 85% of my colleagues in my dept are married. In the group i always have lunch with, 3 of the girls are of my age n r married and 2 of them already has a child!! Most of the time, their conversation topic will either be their child or husband or wedding or marriage life, i just can't join into the conversation.

Suddenly, i feel so empty again, see no meaning in life, my boring life as usual. After work, i go home totally drained, don't even have the energy to enjoy my fave pastime, watching show. However, whenever time permits i will still squeeze in time for 1/2 episodes.
My good frens are all busy with their work, love life n own life and doesn't have the time to bother about me n care for me.
My 3 best frens are dirfting futher away from me. Violet is getting married this yr, Jean & June will be flying overseas to further their studies n perhaps even work there for some time. I can start feeling the emptiness and seems like i m all alone in this world...

为什么我总是做不到？I thought i have put it behind but it doesn't seem like. I have mentioned that one of my lecturer has the same name as him. I m working closely with this lecturer but whenever i call my lecturer name, my mind will wonder off to him.... I just want to get myself out of this!

2009-01-11T22:01:00.002+08:00

辰亦儒好帅!!

Nearly a mth in my job. I must say i enjoy wat i m doing as its in the education industry. I m still considered a "teacher" just that i m not teaching them academic stuffs. My student still call me teacher, sounds weird but i like it haha. But those administrative work is making me so busy...

My student are a lovable bunch n young too, majority in the 18-21 yrs old range, but some are giving me lots of trouble. They are also quite a cheeky bunch haa.

Other than being my student program manager, i have also become their part-time love consultant. That day, my student came to talk to me n was telling me his relationship is affecting his mood. So i told him to break-up with his gf n concentrate on his studies haha. I don't mean to be bad but from the story he told me, i think that girl is not worth his love. Plus he is quite a cute boy ( he has some similarity with Danson Tang), so i believe it will not be a difficult task for him to find another gf lor...

I also has a student who looks so alike Lennart, at least 90% similarity. That day when he came to my office to look for me i got a shock when i saw him haa.

No more “小娘惹”, no more having to rush home by 9pm, no more Jeanette Aw & Qi yu Wu & Zzen to c; so i presume i won't be tuning in to Channel 8 for quite some time till a nice show come along.

Lunch in Orchard is so expensive.....

2008-12-28T00:24:00.003+08:00

Its been ages since i last blogged...
Here are some updates of myself:
I have started working at Kaplan as Program Management Executive. Its not as administrative as i wanted the job to be! I have to meet up with quite a lot of ppl, its quite PR. The worse thing is i have to give presentations quite often, urgh can't just hide behind the desk n do my work.
My job scope is more of student services, lecturers management and timetable scheduling... Guess what, the first lecturer i was introduced to, his name is so disturbing to me, why does his name got to be D*****? Oh, I was so excited when i got my name card, first time!!!
Hopefully this job gives me the satisfaction; since hope of being a teacher is dashed but at least i m still in the education industry. To be frank, i feel stress at work. Maybe i m slow in learning n my passive nature n there is just too much work to be done, i feel so tired everyday.
Currently, my colleagues r still quite nice n also hope that my students don't give me unneccesary trouble.

2008 is coming to an end, just hope that 2009 will be a good yr for myself n everyone. There r so many things i would like to achieve in 2009, lets all work towards our own goal!

Spending the last day of 2008 with the 02S4 gang, steamboat n fireworks, so looking forward.

2008-11-16T23:00:00.003+08:00

喜欢一个人是什么感觉？

Was feeling quite down so decided to go take a walk n shop in Orchard alone. On the way there, it struck me that i still have lots of pending bills to pay so i only bought a cardigan. Feeling so down all because of him again... I really want to know what is he thinking???
他为什么要忽然出现扰乱我已经慢慢平抚的心，然后又再一次忽然消失？我的心没能力接受这一切。一直问自己，喜欢一个人到底是什么感觉; 曾经喜欢一个人八年的我以为自己会很清楚这答案，但现在我有点怀疑。

有时候，我很确定自己的心：
那些日子里，我几乎都没想过LJZ
那些日子里，让我在 Final year in SIM 过得有色彩
再加上自己那股莫名而来的勇气

有时候，我的心又很模糊：
不知道自己是喜欢他，还是喜欢他的名字
不知道自己是喜欢他，还是因为他像辰亦儒
不知道自己是喜欢他，还是在学校上课时太无聊了
不知道自己是喜欢他，还是潜意识里在欺骗自己

我又掉进了黑暗的漩涡里，等待着有人把我救出来，等待着一道曙光来指引我...
这次又要花多少时间等待和恢复？
我要的其实很简单。

Busy days ahead, I am feeling so tired and I m getting sick soon...

2008-10-19T00:35:00.003+08:00

So disappointed with my Prince Charming new hair style, especially the colour. Hope he does something to it fast!!
Thanks to Giraffe, i m getting better at handling interviews, he taught me a few tips. Been to a few interviews, some jobs is really different from wat is advertised and still waiting for some to ask me down for 2nd interview. Fri noon, i went to "Composers and Authors Society of Singapore" for an interview for the position of Documentation Executive. The interview was a great one n they did express interest in hiring me. I applied to it as it is related to something i like, Music! I was only 50% keen on the job but when the manager said u will get to meet ppl like, (a few composers).... JJ etc... Oh my, when he mention JJ my eyes immediately widen (hope he did not realise it). Tho the pay they offer is v low but at the back of my mind i m already blinded by this point n so eager to accept the offer if they hire me. When i told my colleagues, they all scolded me haha...

Tired, back from Batam with my NUH colleagues!! Its not an super exciting trip but as wat the boss says, its the company thats fun!! I did enjoy myself n was glad i went along....
Had to cancel the dinner date with the gals, hope the next meet up will be a successful one!

2008-10-09T23:37:00.002+08:00

Had a terrible heaache today so i slept when i was home, now quite awake n blogging away. 亲爱的 is back from Taiwan, we r going to put our exercise plan into action soon. Can't wait to shed off 4kg!!

These few days i just misses school so much...
1. Miss the schooling days with the girls (Carol, Hui Jing, Angeline, Mei Tyng, Michelle, Pei Hong, Valerie etc) studying, lunching, gossiping, laughing, looking at guys haa...
2. Miss crapping n the revision time n complaining sessions with Calvin
3. Miss the "Enthu" days of attending James Kwan's FR lecture
4. Miss MM class where i can get to c him every wed
5. Miss the Tom Yum Ban Mian in sch
How i wish time can be turn back n let me enjoy those days again, i would have cherish it more.

The 2 songs from Zhang Dong Liang's new show. Whoever that girl is, she is already condemned by me!
张栋梁简直帅到不行!!!

Seems like my 2 holiday plans are thwarted, no trip for me. Sian-ed
My mind is still in a whirl....

2008-10-05T15:39:00.008+08:00

Some photos to post... Heres the photos with my colleagues at NUH for Wei Yee's farewell.
Steamboat at Bugis...
After dinner, we decided to walk over to Esplanade. Taken in CitiLink, thats a image of swimming pool.

N with the F1 track behind us, its so bright!

Drinking session at DXO....

A shopping day with 亲爱的. Lunch at Waraku, finally i got to eat the pasta. It delicious but ex!

Something cheerful, i dreamt of Zhang Dong Liang for the 3rd time!!! Yeah, what a great dream n feels so real. I still remember it v clearly. Duno how long ago when i first dreamt of him, i was secretly in love with him. Then in the next dream that came, we r a couple. In the latest dream, he is my husband. Haa i find it so ridiculous that i sat on my bed n laugh when i woke up. Hmm, maybe i have always like Zhang Dong Liang more than JJ haha. I have nv dreamt of JJ in this manner, only Chen Yi Ru i did.

Haiz...Its so difficult to look a job now, what a time for the downturn of economy.

Recently, there r so much things going on in my mind till i m in state of confusion myself.

2008-09-20T23:49:00.006+08:00

No more “少年杨家将” on Sun night, i m always so looking forward to 10.30pm. Historical plus warrior show is to my liking. The ending is so tragic... Most important thing is i m so in love with 杨五郎! Haha, he did not die in the ending but he became a monk.
This is 杨五郎! So Cool right

Last week, went KTV with Siew Kim, mouth itchy just feel like singing. She is always so sweet, this time round she gave me a very pretty silver butterfly hairband to congrats me for graduating. By the way, PS have finally graduated, no more nightmares n mugging!!

Then we went for movie, Wall.E, simple n sweet story.

Sun, met up with Carol & Hui Jing in town, tyng n Angeline can't make it. Head over to coffee club to celebrate Jing's bdae.

We decided not to go interview for air stewardess tmr but go shopping!

N i haven't get to play the lantern this Mid-Autumn festival!

*Yawning* time for bed...

2008-08-31T22:59:00.012+08:00

2nd Bangkok Trip with my Family!

Here we r at T2, as it was a noon flight so we had lunch at Subway b4 borading the plane. Duty free is selling things cheaper by at least $30 than retail price!

In the sky of Bangkok... It was a super bumpy ride due to the terrible turbulence. Luckily there is shows to watch on board serving as a distraction.
It was nearly 6pm when we reach BKK. After checking into the hotel, we went for dinner at this restaurant. The previous trip we had dinner there too n the food is great so we craved for it again. Erm we sort of ordered quite a lot for 4 ppl. Tho we were v full but how can we miss the dessert, Cheng Teng at the roadside stall. U can nv have such great Cheng Teng in S'pore!

Next morning, we were so tired. We dragged ourselves out of bed for breakfast. Sis n me decided to challenge ourselves to take a nice photo despite our sleepy face... Totally without make up!

Shopping time starts. I was told Platinum is a great place to shop so thats our first stop. Well, the clothes there are quite fashionable n cheap too. Black Canyon Coffee, how can we miss it. As it only sell drinks so we packed iced choco. Dinner was at a Teochew restaurant. Yup, we stayed back at the same hotel "Grand China Princess".

Next day, MBK! I still love this place, it where i spent most of my $ again. There's just so much to buy. Finally, get to have lunch in Black Canyon Coffee which i always craved for, such a satisfying meal. Our hotel room has quite a big balcony but the room is so small. We took some photos out in the balcony n the view. I can't remember which night but there was Fireworks n i managed to catch it from my room. I guess Thailand is celebrating for the contestant in winning Boxing in Olympics.

Can u believe, we r sitting by the roadside having food. I can c big croakroaches crawling around.

The roadside stalls n street of Chinatown....

Look at our dressing table. Haa we brought lots of skincare over! 4th day is quite relaxing, we went Siam Paragon but the things were quite ex, its quite similar to ourTaka. Then we went for massage.

The end of the 5 day trip. This is BKK new airport, so much better than the old one.

Haa on the way back i noticed this air stewardess, not cos she's v pretty. I think she looks like D*****, they have this sister-brother look. So i tried to c her name, guess wat, her surname is also Goh! But there r so many ppl with this surname so i shall just not think so much...

I have gained 1kg, lesser eating now!!

End of Aug is here, results may be out anytime next wk. Getting more n more worried n sleepless nights. Can't wait for this terrible moments to be over...

2008-08-18T23:26:00.003+08:00

2 Brendan Fraser shows one after another and i catched both movies.... He is such a funny guy.

I have always think that 在弹钢琴的男生最迷人. I like “蒲公英的约定” this song, so when i first saw this MV some time back i m so in love with it. I also realised 原来周杰伦也可以那么帅! Haha, enjoy this super nice song, u'll melt...

Aug is here, n my nightmares r starting. Results will be out by end of this mth n i m so so so worried, i guess its the final yr thats y i m exceptionally worried, causing all the sleepless nights. Even my collagues said i looked so shagged recently. Aug is also the mth of his bdae, Happy Birthday JZ!

Flying to Bangkok tmr with my family, my 3rd visit to Bangkok. Shopping n eating time!! But i m going to miss Sun's epi of “少年杨家将”, i m quite into 杨五郎 haa. I was so scared he's going to die, but according to the original story he'll not die, so hope this adapted version will follow the original closely.

Time to go pack my luggage...

2008-07-31T22:30:00.005+08:00

Wow, "The Dark Knight" is so nice!! I just love the show and Batman. I prefer this then "Batman Begins" as i get to c Batman more! A sidenote, i think Christian Bale is too good-looking for that role, not cool enough! Heath Ledger did a great job as joker, terrifying enough. Must catch movie everyone....
Sun, our KTV session is cancelled as Jean, Daryl & JR can't make it. Instead we went Dome @ Dempsy for brunch with my dears. Yummy Yummy food....

Its a wk past since Shawn has left us, the office atmosphere is getting better. We try not to mention abt him and everyone still has to get on with life. His desk is somehow a reminder, but we shall all just remember him in our heart. I have just put a toy dog n a care bear on my office desk with Zhang Dong Liang's calendar.

Still trying to adapt to my new house, i miss my odl house!!

"The Mummy" is out, a movie i must catch!!

Jean is flying back from New York tonight, miss her....

2008-07-20T22:30:00.002+08:00

Its been a hard weekend....
Fri morning while i was walking to office, i was happily thinking i can go catch a movie aft work! Someone called me n i turn around, it was Monica. She was crying, i have no idea wat happened. She was mumbling but i heard she mention Shawn. Aft repeating, i got it, "Shawn, pass away".... At that moment my mind was in total blank, when we stepped into the lift my mind is still blank, all i could do was to hug Monica. Upon reaching the office, 2 other colleagues n the 2 managers were also crying n they told us wat happen, At this point, i broke down n cried hard....
The whole dept can't function at all, every single person was so shocked n crying n no one wants to believe that Shawn has left us.... I haven't cried so much n so hard for a long time le.
He did not turn up for work since Mon, so the last time i saw him was Sat. That day, they were all still chatting n laughing happily. When i left the office, he was smiling n telling me "See you on Mon". I will never be able to c him again... This sentence keep ringing in my mind till now.
He is such a nice guy n still young & healthy, sometimes during break he will ask, "Candice, u want a drink? Coffee? Tea?" He is always the one that makes everyone laugh, no one knows he is so emotionally unstable. Human can really hide their emotions well....
I only knew Shawn for 2 weeks so i m not that close to him but the sadness really hits me. I can't imagine the pain of the others, they r all so close... He is just sitting at the cubicle next to me, from the corner of my eyes i can c his desk, it hurts....
I will never hear him greet me Good Morning anymore
We all can't have lunch in the meeting room anymore
I can't c him on the phone n typing away at his computer anymore
I went to his wake today, its so sad. The fact that he is really gone has just gotten into me.

爱情都不会长久，婚姻难道就会长久？
你会不会因为最爱的人的离开而结束自己的生命？

I need some time to get over it....
Now, i just wish that he can rest in peace n his mother will take good care of herself.

2008-07-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

Its the start of another wk...
Today, its the audit wk at NUH so my busy days r over, this morning i was surfing the net n doing nothing!!
Yest while i was packing my room i found a box containing lots of letter. It was letters from my juniors back at NHSS. During the previous spring cleaning, i threw away some n kept only those from my god-sis Kelly n lao gong Lorraine but now i got to throw away all, so i took them out n read it one last time... How come my packing seems never ending, no matter how much i throw, things keep appearing somewhere again!

At 9pm i will off my tv, i din even watch a minute of the new show. The 3 "公主" which i dislike most out of the 7 all appear together in the same show plus there is Jade n Christopher just makes me sick...

Sat, aft working OT, went back SIM eat our fave Tom Yum Ban Mian with 亲爱的 then we head to town for shopping! Its a great shopping day n spent alot again...

Jean is flying to New York on Wed for 2 weeks!! My trip to HK is not feasible again but nvm, a short getaway to Bintain maybe on the way!! First, i got to go re-new my passport, been delaying for months le....

2 movies to catch: "The Dark Knight" n "Red Cliff"

2008-07-10T21:48:00.003+08:00

Lots of things to blog abt...
Lets start from S4 class gathering on 28th June. Its a great gathering n more than half the ppl turn up. There r nice food such as pizza, kfc, sushi, old chang kee n not forgetting Xin Mei's Tiramisu! We played "Silent Heart Attack", a new game i just learnt.
On Tues, the small grp of us met up again at IMM IchiBan for dinner to celebrate Chee Wee & Ting Wei's bdae.
Fri, out with my dears to celebrate Violet's 23rd bdae at Billy Bombers. Then we went over to Esplanade to chat till nearly 12 then we left. I always love being with them.
Comes Sat, Sis 21st bdae celebration. Haa as Jesper is there so i no need help her take pics, i only need to help her entertain friends cos she helped me during my 21st. I only chose to entertain her SIM friends cos thats the only grp i know. Yea, my sis is 21 le!

Another wk is here...
Mon was out for dinner with sis n my cousin at Swensens to celebrate our cousin's belated bdae.

Tues, i had Fish & Co at Glass house, so yummy!!
Wed, its sis bdae so met up with her n Jesper at Marina Sq for dinner at MOF. The dessert is so great but the main course is not so nice le.

Today at office there's lunch funtion so i ate again. Seem like i have been eating too much for the past 2 wks, thats bad bad bad!! At this rate my diet plan will nv succeed!!

So tired....

2008-06-30T22:30:00.002+08:00

Last day of the month....
我好不开心！！
我只想去喜欢一个人，为什么都那么难，那么心痛？
我知道自己是个拿得起，放不下的人，所以一直犹豫不决，但又不想欺骗自己。喜欢就是喜欢，为什么要压抑着？
我想，我这辈子的勇气已在那几次用尽了。
答案很明显的摆在眼前，我还一头栽进去，让自己更难过。我答应自己这是最后一次，也做好心理准备；结果和我想象中的一样。。。我真的那么差吗？
他是第一个让我碰壁的人，以往都没; 这次不知要用多少时间来忘记。。。

Starting work tmr at NUH, and its a super busy wk for me, no extra time for me to watch shows. But i had a great weekend cos Sat was S4 gathering!
There r lots of photos i wan to blog, shall blog when i m free.

B4 i sign off i want to say again, i really hate it when ppl sing JJ songs in singing competition cos 99% of the time they totally destroy the song!

2008-06-27T14:27:00.002+08:00

Haven't eaten so much for quite some time le.... 2 buffets in 2 days!
1. Suki sushi buffet (老地方 with my dear SIM girls). Met up with Calvin for lunch, finally we r meeting not for the purpose of mugging. We said to go for buffet aft exams. Tho we complained abit abt exam but we both feel so good to be able to say bye to UOL exams haa... Luckily i have Calvin as my studying kah kee during part-time study yr final yr, i always 发牢骚 abt studies & ***** to him hee... Wish him good luck in finding the job he wants.
2. Steamboat buffet with my pri fren. Sunset place has changed quite alot, next time can go there n dine, lots of restaurant. The steamboat is quite good but the soup base may needs some inprovement.

Here comes the photos for my dearest June's 23rd bdae. The usual gang of 5 met at Vivo n had dinner at Modesto. The food there is great, plus there is CitiBank credit card 1 for 1 promo. We ordered a pasta, lasagna, seafood platter, 2 pizza, 2 dessert n a complimentary Tiramisu n the bill amount to $100 which is a worth dinner!! We took lots of photos...

Starting work on Tues le, i wanted to go back UOB but aft waiting for so long for the HR ppl to call i decided to give up n just accept this current offer at NUH.
Back to show watching time...

2008-06-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

Just met up with Les for dinner at IMM, haven't seen her for a long long time le. When we parted at the bridge 好依依不舍哦! We chatted abt lots of things n had lots of catching up. So gald to c her today!
Haven't seem mum n dad for a day plus, when i reach home just now i feel so happy to c them...
Yest, we celebrated our dear June's 23rd bdae at Modesto, photos will come when i get from Vio, thanks Jean for the sweet pendant souvenir from Europe.
I feel so bad having to get money from mum these few days but i really really have no $, really that poor... Now, i need a job fast. Cynthia told me she can help me to ask for vacancy back at UOB but the HR ppl haven't call me....

That day i was blaming sis haha, if it is not for the reason that we can go home together aft class i would not have choosen 3.30pm MM class then i would not have known of his existence, maybe everything will be different today...

2008-06-15T21:43:00.003+08:00

Watched 2 movies this wk...
1. Kung Fu Panda. Its a cute movie, simple storyline but it can make u laugh. Worth watching... There is no secret ingredient, Believe in yourself!
2. Chronicles of Narnia. Its great but for those who din watch Narnia 1 will be abit lost bah. B4 i watched the movie, ppl r telling me abt the guy who acted as Prince Caspian, n there is a big wu-ha over him. But I think other than being tall, there is nothing great abt him haha. The 2 Pevensie brothers, Peter & Edmund r cuter! I like the 4 Pevensie siblings n not forgetting the Lion, Aslan!! Actually i also find that Prince Caspian is quite redundant in the show, the movie can still goes well without him.

Finally, learnt how to make Tiramisu, thanks to Joanne n Beauty...

2008-06-08T17:49:00.004+08:00

Finally, blogging abt Zhang Dong Liang's concert...
He started off with “新歌试唱” n ended with “只因为你”. Then for the encore he sang 2 songs, the whole concert ended off with “当你孤单你会想起谁” which he threw half the song to be sang by the audience, quite a heart-warming ending.
His concert is not 1 that will 从头 high 到尾, its a pleasure just to sit down n listen to him singing; but it did get high towards the ending.
At first i was wondering with his popularity shouldn't be able to open such a big concert yet, but since its held at Suntec Convention hall, there r not much seats, at most more than half of Indoor stadium n quite full house. Its quite a good results for him le.
张栋梁不是一位一发专辑就红的歌手，他一路走来很努力也很诚恳，才有今天的成绩。Hope he continue to work hard n sing good songs!
On the whole, i think its a great concert, i enjoyed it.
My camera v lousy, din manage to get good pics so i just uploaded a few. Maybe its signalling to me its time to get new cam. I tried uploading the videos but it doesn't work.

Not forgetting, i must thank Ah Don for his battery, if not half way thru the concert my batt is dead le.
My mum so cute, that day she asked if its ZDL's concert that i went n she said: “他蛮帅的”, was so surprised when she said that! The first time she ever said my idol is good-looking, thought she was going to give negative comments again.

Cao Ge's concert sounds interesting, can consider... Also hoping to c Wu Ke Qun open a concert too.

Had Mac breakfast with Vio dear n Daryl at WCP n congrats, finally they have settled for their big day!!

Back to show time...

2008-06-03T22:00:00.002+08:00

Finally, EXAMS is over!! When i stepped out of the exam hall, i felt so so so relieved... Today MSM paper was ok, at least a paper i need not worry for. But sadly, i din get to c him today. Hmm, when will I ever have the chance to c him again?
Xiao Chun, Calvin n him has one last paper, FI to go. Jia you wor!!
Been supressing my sick mechanism thru out the exam period. After a mth, yest finally it was triggered, luckily only at my last paper. Feeling so sick now, its time to get real good rest to recharge.
So many things i want to do: Go KTV, watch movie, go sentosa, go on hols, eat green tea macflurry... N i'll be busy packing n moving house.

I shall blog abt Zhang Dong Liang's concert next time round.

2008-05-30T23:29:00.003+08:00

Final epi of “变奏曲” today, hmm quite a happy ending but not realistic haa. No more Zzen n Jeanette Aw to c le, now left Zhang Yao Dong on 7pm show.

Just now went to get batt from Don n chatted abt their Taiwan trip. He says if i go there sure shop till i drop dead n they say luckily we girls didn't go with them if not they will be so bored haa. Thanks guys for the "Taipei 101" keychain. I want to go Taiwan!!

Let me say abt my ESAP paper on Tues. Its not very difficult but somehow i think i din perform well. The things i memorise so well din appear, no qs on Attribution! I think i pressurized myself too much, when the paper started i din even look at Sect B, C, D n i started doing A. Its suppose to be a sure score sect but i got so blanked out, the points r somewhere in my mind but i just can't seem to pull it out!! Was wondering if i was really prepared for the paper... When i left the exam hall, suddenly had this bad feeling, will i fail the paper? Thinking back i think i wrote nonsense n points r not sufficient.
After the paper, met up with the twin sisters, Kai Xin & Kai Wi n Zhe Xin for dinner at IMM. Haa aft 2 yrs, i still can differentiate who is who...

每一次考试期间我似乎都在耍忧郁，夜深人静我会忽然哭起来。That day was talking to mum n dad then i suddenly broke down n cry. Haa think they r used to it already, my dad only said: “你每次考试都这样.” Just feel so stress, so worried for my ME & ESAP paper, just like i told Calvin, efforts is not proportional to results...

20 more hrs to my prince, Zhang Dong Liang's concert!! A little perk during this stressful period. I believe i m going to enjoy it tmr, so will Siew Kim esp with my company, oops she's going to puke haa. I decided to embed a few of his songs that i like in my blog, n i realised i din really know the lyrics to his songs!

So i m going to study in sch till 3pm b4 i head down to Suntec, so excited now!!!

One last paper to go, i was actually pinning my hopes on MM, ESAP n MSM but now MM n ESAP is gone so i just hope all goes well for MSM paper.

Oh Calvin told me he saw him yest at exam, once again he is talking to girls...

Sis is so 幸福, she told me aft exam, Jesper will be waiting for her outside the exam hall n they will be going for nice dinner. Me, i m going to take MRT from Expo to Clementi alone...

My June is so packed with so many things to do n ppl to meet, my schedule is full! N nice movies coming out!!

2008-05-24T22:03:00.002+08:00

10 more days to freedom from exams!! Studying for exam for UOL is double or maybe triple the stress of studying for A levels, 2 more papers to go only, i want finish the final lap.

7 more days to Zhang Dong Liang's Concert, a mini break during exam period. I just love this pic of him...
Everyday, i will sit in front of the TV at 9 to watch "变奏曲" so by 8pm i will pack my stuff n leave the sch library, just nice, dinner n tv at 9. Its just like those days when “黄金路” n “一房半厅” is airing.
There's JJ on TV tmr!!

Jean dear is now in Europe having hols.
Chee Wee, Don & Chee Teck r in Taiwan.
Hope they all have fun, i m looking forward to a short trip aft exams too...

Time for a bath n back to studying. Now, when i c my ESAP notes i just feel like puking...

2008-05-15T21:40:00.002+08:00

Finally 2 papers down...
First paper MM, for the forecast qs, i thought i did wrongly as the figures r so weird, so i kept checking n checking so wasted alot of time. After the paper when i asked Gary, he said the figures r right. I pinned high hopes on this paper, looks like no hope le. Guess what, first thing i stepped into Expo Hall 1 i saw him, got so distracted so i purposely stand away from him haa. I rather c him aft the paper n not b4... Hmm the next time i can c him is perhaps 3rd June.
Today, had ME paper. Econs is always my 克星, i can nv understand it. I really duno how to do today's paper, when u r desperate, u will turn to do theory qs, Insurance or 2nd price discrimination? N i decided on Insurance as i really can't do the calculations. Felt so devasted when i left the exam hall. If i can't graduate, its all becos of Econs.
So shacked, aft resting today, its time to start the 7 days per week study plan again tmr. Unwinding time on Sat, i m going to shop till i satisfied!!

Felt so fortunate living in Spore, free from all natural disaster... Seeing all the pics published on newspaper just makes me 心寒. Hope they can save as many ppl as they can, n receive all the help!

2008-05-05T23:27:00.003+08:00

Taking a break from studies...
The new 9pm show “变奏曲” started today! Tho there r ppl like Chistopher Lee, Elvin Ng, Jessica Liu, Dawn Yeoh & Julian Hee whom i don't like but i m looking forward to the show. For 欧萱 & 章缜祥 i m going to watch, the storyline looks good too. I thought Zzen had left Mediacorp, so happy to c him appearing on TV again, its the cute little boy who is playing his childhood role!! The first epi looks ok, hopefully it will turn out to be a nice show. The previous show “迷图” is such a failure, the cast is already not attractive, the plot is even worse. I think is one of 2008 lousy show haa...
Hmm had been eating too much recently, getting tired n hungry easily, must be due to high stress level!
Back to MM notes...

2008-05-04T20:20:00.002+08:00

I didn't go c Zhang Dong Liang yest, decided to stay in sch library to study as time is running out, plus the idea of travelling to Junction 8 just puts me off. But he is on the Charity show tonight, he is the first performer. 他好像瘦了但依然那么帅气！
Yest night met up with dear June near my house. We chatted for quite a while. Some things did happen back then but those were history. Most impt, we r back to good friends again n i believe our 友情更坚固.
On the last day of April, had dinner with my beloved G4 girls at Holland V's Breko. Haa i think we ordered too much food for 5 ppl, guess we were too hungry at that time. The food is not bad, i love the potato wedges!! Jean permed her hair, its nice!
不管我再怎么不开心，只要和我的姐妹淘在一起，我就自然而然开心起来. I love u girls always. Tho it was a short meeting up but i had fun. Meeting up once a month despite our busy schedule!

我快被 Managerial Econs & 他逼疯了！！！
已经一个星期没看到他了，这样也好，感觉不到他对我的冷漠。
他是续李先生后，能让我有感觉，能让我哭的人。奇怪的是我不觉得自己喜欢他 haha, 有感觉 not equals to 喜欢。真不明白他为什么要这样，也许自己的条件不够好吧。
一直想找个答案，现在残酷的事实已摆在眼前。我曾对自己说过绝对不能重蹈覆辙，我的心承受不了的。。。所以在陷进前，用力把自己推出来。
对我好的人我无意中把他们推开，而不曾多看我一眼的我却偏偏死心塌地，简直是自讨苦吃。
你们常说我不切实际，我尝试过了，结果呢？我不如回到我的幻想世界，至少在里头我是快乐的。我回到了原点。。。

My plans for next wk, go to sch library everyday to study from 9 till at least 6pm!
I m still craving for Mac breakfast tho i had Mac for dinner yest.

2008-05-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

My dear friends Graduation Ceremony...
Haiz, could have graduated with them but i m still stuck in sch. So happy for them, can feel the joy, wondering when i graduate who will be there to share the joy with me? Hopefully i can graduate this yr! So touched when i learned that my G4 girls r waiting for me to grad so we 4 can take photos in the robe. This makes me have the goal to graduate!!

So that means its time to push on, time is running out. I have been neglecting my MM cos of the i "forever dun understand" econs, so stress!!

Yest, Carol sms me to ask when is my last paper. I feel so happy receiving the sms n nearly cried cos i really miss her so much. Last yr, we girls would meet everyday to study w/o fail, now i somehow feel so alone in sch!
Still comtemplating if i should go c Zhang Dong Liang tmr...

埋头苦读来麻醉自己，its effective!!

2008-04-27T16:01:00.002+08:00

Tues, went KTV with sis n as usual took out the cam n took lots of photos. Went shopping for M day present n found a nice coffee cup set at Robinsons. walked ard Raffles City without intention of buying anything but we stopped at a push cart. Thats it, we each saw a bag that we liked n end up spending, n we also got 3 donuts from J.Co home for tea. There goes the $ from the govt package...
Fri, studied in sch the whole day with sis n jesper, a productive day, i manage to understand the topic "Forecasting" for MM. Giraffe sms me out for dinner but its planned to dine with sis n jesper so he came along to join us. Someone finish exam le, can enjoy life le lo haa. Head over to IMM, nearest place we can think of. The Ichi-ban que is so long so we had Aji-Sen instead. Sis n Jesper left first then, Giraffe n me went over to Mos Burger to chat. I realised everytime aft chatting with him i learn new things n able to understand some things i can't figure. I m waiting for the fries u r telling me abt!!
Yest, went to celebrate Mothers' Day early as exam is round the corner. We went to Hort park (located near former SAJC) where there is a newly open Thai restaurant "Kha". The ambience is great n of course the food is great!! We were worried that is going to cost alot but surprisingly, the price is reasonable for the quality n environment. Erm, wanted to take pics of the food but we were too hungry so only manage to snap the dessert haa.

Sun, was supposed to study in sch with Calvin today but on 2nd thought, there r some construction going on here n there in sch (what a time for it) so we dropped the idea. Now, end up slacking at home! Have been a good girl, studying everyday. In sch library, at the sch benches, in discussion room or at Spinelli but defintely not at home!!

考完试我就要搬家了！Don't ask me where m i shifting to cos i have no idea yet haa, mum n dad r looking for houses but will be still in West. I love west area!!

是时候放下我的执著...

2008-04-21T20:44:00.002+08:00

Calvin, Joanna, Angeline & Xiao Chun r all not free today, so i decided to go sch library to study alone or else i'll most prob waste 3/4 of my day at home doing nothing. Its only 10am n the library is already so packed, can't get good seats that face the window but at least i got a seat. So proud of myself for stuyding today haa.
Finally, saw Angeline today aft she MIA for so long haa, also chatted with Xiao Chun n all our craps started haha.

每一天，他的名字都会出现在我的脑海里。
每一次踏进学校都希望能看到他，一眼也好；我不期望他会和我说话，一个微笑我就满足了。
每当我拿起手机都很想 SMS 他，但是我没有。Flora dear 说要矜持点，我一定要坚持到底！
我讨厌这样的自己!!!

A little relaxation tmr, KTV with sis then some studying n shopping for Mothers' Day present, we r planning to look for a nice coffee cup.

I can feel time going by so fast, 24hrs nv seem enough...
Money outlfow is so great that my account is running dry, so broke. Haven't had good food for quite some time le...
I m craving for Mac breakfast!!

2008-04-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

Ok i made a promise to myself, after this show no more shows till exam is over. Been keeping to my promise, i did not start watching new show hee. Hope this will hold....
“野蛮奶奶大战戈师奶”, its quite funny but i prefer the previous one.

In tues class i saw him! I thought he is not in the class when i saw him walking down the stairs, my heart was racing. I din know how to react so i din look at him. He was the one who came over to talk to me, i was so stunned when he called my name! But we only exchanged "hi" for the whole 10 till 4 lesson. Its a 2 days class, so the next day of course he is there again. But somehow he's giving me the cold shoulder. N he is always with pretty girls, so jealous! Haa, n when can i c him again?

At first, Calvin has to keep reminding me to concentrate in class then he gave up, he says 他不要理我了 haha.

This maybe the last lesson that i maybe able to c him but lucky for me, yest when i was leaving sch, i saw him at the bus stop!! We chatted for a while b4 i left. So happy, but y on a day i din put make up n din dress nicely!!!

Hmm, i think i sound silly but i think girls u all can understand the feeling of seeing ur eye-candy in sch hee.. But saying back, i know u all doubt my taste for cute guys but i think this 1 is cute! Haha

Time for bed, early 8.30am class tmr. Hopefully i can sleep....

2008-04-14T13:25:00.002+08:00

Having my lunch (my fave fish ball noodle from west coast market) as i blog...

This wk is a busy wk, having classes from Mon till Sat.
Today i had my last ME lesson, no more Mr Ting's class, so sad... I always enjoy his class since yr 1; the stupid jokes he said, how he always teach us how to page him, n not forgetting his Ah Beng look haha... He is a good lecturer!
I hate April, it means exam is just so near. Whenever during this period, i will get so stress till insomia sets in. I most worried for econs, whenever study i seem to understand but when i try doing past yr qs i m lost... Some how, i think i m not working as hard as last yr, i must learn how last yr as i still can't believe i manage to scrap thru all the papers! Jia You!!
1 last UOL revision to go, hmm wondering if i can c him tmr?

Sad, they r leaving for Taiwan without me cos they want to fly b4 JetStar promo ends which is b4 my exam ends! I thought i can finally go Taiwan, Chee Wee u so bad haha

Rest a while n time to study...

2008-04-07T22:23:00.007+08:00

Jiang Cheng Xi on I-Weekly mag cover, i m going to get it! He is wearing specs, makes me like him more!! Haha your should know i find guys with specs irresistable (erm not all guys tho haa). This morning Xiao Chun sms me, quite funny, its sth like this: P.S u like Su Ding Yi? Yup i do. I think he a bit stone n a bit fat. Well, i just like him haa. Ok, now i really think u have unique taste. Sms-ing with her is always so funny hee...

Haven't catch a movie for a long time, over the weekends went to watch "The Other Boleyn Girl". Not a bad show but no intense climax tho; u got to like this type of show like i do, if not i think u will not enjoy it. Love between 2 sisters for a King...There is Eric Bana in it thats y i interested in the show hee, but he not that charming in this show compared to "The Troy".
There is still 1 more show i want to watch, "Vantage Point"! Who wants to watch?

Last last Sat, out partying at Double O with my dear G4 girls (pity Jean can't make it as she was sick) together with Cai Ling, JR n Daryl. Wow, lots of fun n i actually broke my own record; i went to the dance floor to dance with them. No need much alcohol to make me high cos i can't hold my liquor well; just ask the DJ to play "Uptown Girl" n that will do the trick. N they headed over to my place to stay overnight (no pics the next day, not presentable haa) n lunch at Clementi. N i still haven't recover from my illness, coughing v badly...

Long time since i have early 8.30am class, was so tired... N the first thing i stepped into sch i saw him! Haha it sort of wake me up. 2 more whole day lessons this wk, got Samantha for company.

One more things b4 i sign off, I m going for Zhang Dong Liang Concert with Siew Kim yeah!! Now i m super super broke, only can afford bread for lunch haa. But its worth for him (*wink)

2008-04-02T23:17:00.002+08:00

Its either i m old already or i m too weak. After only a night of partying, i fell sick! Haa... i think plus i had quite a few of sleepless nights n full day lessons.
After MSM UOL revision, i realised i made quite a few silly mistakes in the exam, real stupid mistakes that cost at least 20 marks! Must be *** fault so i can't concentrate on the paper.

Yeah, Zhang Dong Liang's Concert is on 31st May at Suntec Convention Hall. Why must it be during my exam period??? Nevertheless i still want to go! Ticket price at: $158, S$128, S$98, S$68 oh my thats quite ex!! I shall c my budget, if i can i shall go for $158. Hmm anyone interested? This is making me so excited!!
Meet up with my dear Jean for dinner just now n had a little chat, cya on Fri!
My dear June is in Thailand now, enjoying the sea breeze n waves. Hope she have fun n take good care of herself since she is there alone.
Hmm, have been seeing my G4 girls quite often n now i suddenly feel so lonely without them n knowing we all may not be free to meet up in near future makes me sad...

我为什么还在执著?

Time to go bathe n sleep. April is a busy month, i dun want to fall sicker now.

2008-03-28T22:17:00.002+08:00

Sun met up with my dears n JR for high tea at GoodWood Park Hotel! Its good to pamper oneself once in a while to good food, it just makes the day hee. We were saying 10 yrs down the road, we must still come out n enjoy life. We celebrated Jean's bdae too. After that we took neoprints, its ages since we last took so we took 3 sets haha. Took lots of pics, but lazy to upload all. I love u Girls...

Tmr, we r meeting up. Time to enjoy again!

Happy Birthday JJ!

Zhang Dong Liang is releasing new album soon. 主打歌 “新歌试唱”风格很不一样，是舞曲。很期待他的新专辑哦！ Also heard 93.3 DJ says he maybe opening concert in S'pore this yr. Really? If so, its time to start saving up cos i wan go!! Anyone interested? Let me know ok... So excited haha

Now, without fail i'll make sure i sit in front of the TV at 9pm to watch "Just In S'pore". Kang Cheng Xi is so cute!!

2008-03-24T22:46:00.003+08:00

Tried the new donuts from J.Co? That day was out shopping with Flora, we passed by so decided to buy n try. Hmm not too bad, the choco n tiramisu is nice n the dough is nicer than Donut Factory. Suprisingly, there is still que at Donut Factory.

Lots of photos to upload, lets c JJ one first ok hee.

JJ's autograph session at IMM Garden Plaza... Was there at abt 2pm, waited till 4pm but haven't start. He was abt an hr late but its worth waiting. It started raining so heavily but luckily there is shelter n it makes the place cooler. Seeing him i don't even feel hungry, didn't take lunch n it was nearly 8pm when i reach home b4 i felt the hunger haa.

So happy to c him again n get his autographed, he'll not be in Spore for a long time.

He was also so great on SPOP show!!

Next up, there will be photos up with my dears....

2008-03-20T22:21:00.002+08:00

After 2 days of UOL revision class, i feel so drained. Duno is cos i m getting old or too long haven't been attending classes. Feel so lost, ME is really so tough but Beauty says she can teach me if i need help. Not able to sleep well lately, duno what i m stress with or thinking abt also...

Watching "Just S'pore" lately, super funny n so real. Oops, i think i m getting to like 江承熹 so much, his role as Su Ding Yi is great, just the type i like haa...
The more i c Fiona Xie, the more i think she is pretty. She is replacing my liking for Jeanette Aw lo....

What should i do? Been thinking abt this since just now, aft i finish typing my blog i shall just do it! At least no regrets right?

2008-03-17T22:21:00.002+08:00

Just watched JJ on SPOP, he is still so great!

A tiring weekend...
Sat morning met up with Siew Kim for lunch. Being a poor student, we decided to go Tiong Bahru Market for dim sum n porridge! Cheap n good food!!
After that we walked back to Tiong Bahru Plaza. Oh i saw new shoes at URS, time to visit it n get new shoe hee... We randomly walked into a comic shop, was thinking maybe i can find a nice 辰亦儒 poster. Flipping here n there all i could find is that Wu Zun's poster only, occasionally i can find some Jiro n Aaron's poster but no Calvin... When i was abt to give up searching i saw one Calvin's very 帅 poster, so excited, but when i pulled it out, there is Wu Zun at the corner, so disappointing... 好不公平啊!

Thought i will just be slacking the remaining of my Sat when dear called me out for KTV, without further thoughts i agreed, KTV y not haa... Sang till nearly 1am n we were both tired n losing our voice so we left.
Woke up late on Sun, watched CSI on AXN channel n guess what. Haa i studied till 7.30pm n watched the final epi of "My Girl".

Starting today, my busy timetable is coming n intensive studying!!
Lots of things to look forward to in the coming wk: JJ's autograph session, meeting up with G4, meeting Siew Kim & Flora etc...

2008-03-10T00:06:00.002+08:00

我真的迷失了方向...
之前，因为 E*，我差点迷失了方向，幸好有我的好朋友点醒我。
现在，故事好像又重演了，我需要一个人把我骂醒。

这一次，我好不容易说服自己不再逃，提起那一点点勇气；但是一切已经结束了.
我很累很累了，累得喜欢一个人是什么感觉都不知道了...

Horoscopes: How true is it? Sometimes its so true but it can be misleading at times too. This is what my horoscope says, hope it turns out to be true.
"Setbacks on the path to romance are inevitable -- and disappointing -- but you can deal with this. If something doesn't work out as you had hoped, don't lose heart. Something even better is on the horizon."

什么都别想，用心读书吧！

2008-03-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

听他说他过得不好，不开心；我的心也跟着难过，担心了起来。
他遭遇些不好的事，但我相信他一定撑得住。
不知不觉又开始想起他... 我希望他的生活过得好，开心。加油哦！

我的白马王子，辰亦儒 is coming to Singapore!!! Yeah...

But that Wu Zun is coming too, sure lots n lots of ppl there. On the 9th at Bugis, if i want to c my Prince, that means i got to go squeeze with so many ppl especially those 小妹妹, makes me feel so old n sian... But i want to c him!!

My dear cousin got her A Levels results today, its time to plan for the future girl.

I feel so lost.... 似乎又迷失了方向...

2008-03-05T15:04:00.002+08:00

天很暗，快要下雨了...
I have never wanted to go to sch this badly, maybe i just want to step out of the house. I have not stepped out of my house door since Mon! I really wanted to go to sch today to take ESAP paper but i haven't finish studying so.... My pace is too slow, got to double up the power!!!

Sat, had a great dinner with the girls at Central: Carol, Hui Jing n Mei Tyng. Its our dear Angeline again, she can't make it in the last minute again!! After standing in front of the directory for so long, we decided upon a Japanese restaurant selling ramen. Its a very small shop n payment is by cash only. Lots of Japs patronise it so we believe the food is going to be nice n our long wait will be paid off. Not bad, the serving is quite large. Its not a place to sit n chat so we left after eating. Head over to shoe shop, haa girls. Then went over to Ya Kun to have tea n chat.

The next time i'll be seeing them will be 4th Apr, their Graduation Ceremony. Cya girls...

Just went to read Flora's blog, don't get sad over the past, just set all your attention to the one in front of u now. So sweet, during Flora's 21st bdae, he is so far away from S'pore n he ordered cake online n got it delivered to her place. The cake itself looks so sweet already + his effort = doubly sweetness. Girl, be happy :)
I really think its important for guys to be romantic. To me, a romantic guy will have triple plus bonus points hee...
My dear Vio also quite unhappy abt sch, cheer up.

Its time to go back to studies, i don't want to skip the remaining 3 papers.

2008-03-01T00:28:00.002+08:00

Mon, went to celebrate Flora's 21st bdae at "Xin Wang HK Cafe" in Cineleisure. Hope she had fun!

Wed, met up with Giraffe for dinner at Marina Sq. He went for an interview n was dressed up, nearly couldn't recognise him haa... He was telling me that i should start sending in resume n after serious thoughts i really think i should. But after spending a night to think, i really have no idea abt my career path. No doubt i want to be a teacher but i do not wish to jump into teaching after graduation n be stuck there for 20 to 30 years. Tho i had an accounting degree, i have no interest in that line, not even in any finance industry. So where can i go? I did think of doing operations in bank, as long as i have minimium contact with calculations. I shall continue thinking of what i want!
Another thing, next time i shall not discuss pretty girls with Giraffe, if not we r going to fall out sooner or later due to the great discrepancies in our opinions haa...
That night, my dear Vio dropped by my house. Wow, unknowingly we chatted for so long hee. It feels so good to have my best friend dropping by for a chat n some meeting ups. That makes me miss Jean & June....

That day, got so tired from studying so i tuned into Channel 8 which is airing the new 9pm drama. I suddenly realise my "Chen Yi Ru look-alike" guy looks more like 江承熹!

Had a great shopping day with Sis today BUT i m spending too much recently!!! Thats so bad, if this goes on my account is getting dry very very soon. So i m going to ban myself from shopping! Then we had zhi char for dinner with Jesper. Sitting beside us was 2 person, duno if they were couple or not. I noticed that that guy was quite cute so i told my sis, she also noticed him n was thinking he was quite the type i like. But we were very bad, cos if that girl was his gf they like not very compatible haha

Yeah meeting up with SIM girls tmr at Clarke Quay!

2008-02-21T17:08:00.002+08:00

十五天的新年就这么过了... Tonight's dinner is steamboat yeah!!
Here r some photos taken during CNY: Nothing special, going relatives house n Mr Poh's house 拜年 only.

Oh my Chen Yi Ru look-alike name is Daniel hee.... Its one of the names i like! I know this sounds crazy but i have already had some names in mind which i would choose from to name my son: Daniel, Jason, Christopher, Nicholas, Javier & Jack(hmm tho i like but maybe will not choose this name for my son). Nice? Don't say i 偏心, daughter's name i also think le just that is chinese name hee...

Night class tmr till 10pm. Thats the last class i have before prelim exam starts, so that means its time to study!
After class tmr, meeting G4 for supper but our Sat mahjong session is called off, sob sob but nvm i can slack at home n watch shows. N Sun, going Bugis c JJ yeah!!

2008-02-19T19:40:00.002+08:00

Its wed tmr, can't wait for class to come tmr haha... It may be the last time i can get to c my 帅哥, if fated will c him again during revision class.
Been spending too much time in front of the computer watching shows that i had neglected my studies!! But i just can't help it. I re-watched "My Girl"on Channel U, i don't get tired watching that show. Now, catching “传闻中的七公主”, din know its 80 epi long but since i started i got hooked on to it. Its a nice show with great storyline n super sad... Haa also because i like 连夏楠, the soldier haha. If u r eating dinner at 7pm n have no idea what to do, tune in to Channel U to watch it.

I want to watch "PS, I Love U", read the storybook more than a yr ago n its nice. Reading it made me cried so badly already so i think i got to bring more tissue in when i go watch. This show title has significance to me hee... Anyway, most of the time, when a movie is adapted from novel it doesn't turn out as nice, so i better not pin too high a hope first.
I haven't watched a movie for quite some time le, its time to visit the Cinema...

2 more days n 15 days of chinese new year will be over, thats fast!

G4 meeting up, hope it is a successful one where we 4 will be present.

2008-02-15T16:28:00.002+08:00

My JJ new song 期待你的爱, its a super nice song. This is the song for his new show "原来我不帅” oh my JJ 又帅又可爱, i can't wait to start watching this show! Thats it, the girl in the show is going to be my new enemy haa. Anway the other version is his duet with 金莎, its her again.

Fei Lun Hai's 心里有数, its also a nice song. MV is cute especially Calvin, the bunny yeah!

This is very bad, i decided to stop working so i can concentrate on studying but i end up watching shows the moment i wake up till i sleep! How come there is never-ending supply of shows to watch??? Bad habit of mine, with shows i can forget n ignore every other things....

2008-02-13T20:39:00.002+08:00

Just selected revision classes, its a mess, lousy timetable, attending classes alone... Yeah its the final time i m doing all these ECR things, hopefully i can finally say bye to it.

很讨厌失眠的夜，翻来翻去脑子开始想很多东西。惊觉自己已经２３岁了，老了！
我的笨脑袋思想还不成熟，这辈子也好像没做过任何能让自己感到骄傲的事。
胆子小，读书成绩也不是很棒。
我最好的朋友再多几个月就要订婚了，我还在这想些有的没的。
似乎糊里糊涂过了２３年，放学回家就是看戏，周末在家里闲着；希望接下来的人生会更精彩。
好不容易凌晨５点才睡着。

Only manage to sleep for abt 4 hrs n got to wake up for class. So tired the whole day, left half way during MM class, can't concentrate anymore plus my "chen yi ru" look-alike left too hee. The whole day i only had a slice of bread n a cup of milo plus tea for break, wow if my diet is like that everyday i can reach my target weight in no time! But its so unhealthy!!

幸福是靠自己去争取的。。。有多真，我不知道。很想去相信但我不想再尝试期待的痛苦，所以一直压抑着，欺骗自己。我已经累了。。。

明天是情人节！Guess what i m doing? Going for manicure n come home to watch shows...
Wishing all couples a sweet Valentine's Day

2008-02-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

Feel so guilty, been eating too much during the festive season, can't resist all the good food in front of me. So i m going to start dieting soon!

So happy channel U is showing "My Girl" on weekends. This is one of my fave korean drama, here is the plot: Ju Yoo-rin (Lee Da Hae) is an imposter proficient in English, Chinese, and Japanese. Seol Gong Chan (Lee Dong Wook) is the second generation heir of a big corporation. Because of his grandfather's illness, he's forced to ask Yoo-rin to be his long-lost cousin so that his grandfather's last wish can be fullfilled. So therefore, they both are bound in a lie that no-one in the family knows the truth. Kim Sae-hyun (Park Si Yeon) grew up in a rich family and dreams to become a tennis star with the nickname "Sharapova of Korea". Her charm and intelligence attract many men. She and Yoo-rin have cutthroat competitions. Seo Jeong-woo (Lee Joon Ki) will fall also for Yoo-rin and finally learn to love that special someone.
This show is so funny in the begining but it gets so sad towards the back, it makes me cry so hard, i just love this show. My 美女 Lee Da Hae.... I got so attracted to her when i watched the show, maybe partly cos she gave me this "Selina" feeling.
I will definitely watched the show again... 谎言也可以是美丽的...

Oh on sun when i went town with Jing n Carol, i saw Candyce n Hong Jun Yang!! I confirm they must be together. It seems like some family gathering so they must be together so they r present together. I also know y we don't c jun yang on tv now, he is so fat now n so haggard! Got a shock....

2008-02-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

Finished watching “公主小妹”... well what can i say, typical 偶像剧, i watched it only because i want to c 辰亦儒! Its quite nice in the starting but it gets very 扯 towards the back. Haa sis n me r different, when she watched, she skipped to c Wu Zun only whereas for me, i find those parts boring so i skipped it haa. Its so unfair, Wu Zun always get those very 讨好 roles... i feel that Angela do not has the 公主气质.
Tho Angela has nothing to do with 辰亦儒 but there was 1 scene they were lying on the same bed n they r always so close!! Genie has sth to do with him, they r together in the show!! He nearly kissed her but did not haa. Too bad, Genie is under my enemy list already haha. Oh the guy who acted as Wu Zun's bro is quite cute hee...

Chinese New Year is just 2 days away, time to eat n eat haa

2008-01-31T20:01:00.000+08:00

Sick for the past few days... Still sick...
Photos from Siew Kim's bdae celebration at Coffee Club, then a wk later actually planned to go Wala Wala but our dear Flora can't make it so we lose the interest n went Coffee Club (again) instead haa...
S4 gathering at Sakae Sushi to celebrate Yi Ching n Chee Teck bdae.

2 more lessons to c my 帅哥 b4 lesson ends hee...
CNY is coming! My pineapple tart is coming too!! So that means is time to diet so i can eat more during CNY.
Yeah can c my G4 tmr dinner!!

2008-01-20T13:36:00.000+08:00

Some S4 gatherings in 2007. Dinner at Waraku n Steamboat cum BBQ gathering

If i have extra cash, i was thinking of going to Jeff Chang's concert. N Guang Liang's concert too but duno y the latter concert was cancelled!
周杰伦演唱会, 有钱都没得看! Hmm ppl who got the tickets must have enjoyed themselves.

Was a busy day yest, had class till 3.30pm then went home freshen up n out i go again. First, we went over to my 堂哥 place cos his son 满月. His daughter is going to be 2 ys old soon. Hmm so that makes her my niece right? Felt so old when she was told to call me 姑姑. She is so cute n pretty, n got to carry her around, looking forward to c her again on New Year. I also want a cute daughter n 把她打扮得漂漂亮亮! Followed is my cousin, Joshua's 8th bdae. Parents nowadys really pamper their children, his father got him a PSP! N the bdae cake is Oreo CheeseCake, oh no can't resist so i had a sinful slice of cake!

After 6 lessons of Korean class with my 亲爱的, i really find it so difficult to pick up a new language but it was fun. Esp with my 亲爱的 around hee n can't wait for the day i can speak korean n watch korean drama without the need to c subtitle!

2 test coming up, time to go study!
I know this sounds sinful, but i m craving for KFC!

2008-01-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

Watching "黄金路" as i blog, its such a great show. Great story line!
I feel so sad for 金龙，肉骨妹，凯达, 笑姑 n 菲菲, just so sad that it makes me cry a few times. Other than the irritating Tay Ping hui....
Wed has always been a motivating day for me to go to sch cos i have got 2 ppl to c! First half 帅哥 n 2nd half 辰亦儒 look alike haha
I saw Angeline n Gary daddy in sch today. I feel so happy seeing Angeline, saw her twice in 3 days. Just makes me miss sch days with the girls...

2008-01-13T15:37:00.000+08:00

2007 Chirstmas!

1. Meeting up with Siew Kim at Plaza S, Flora was out of Singapore so left we 2. I like by xmas gift.

2. 25th, a fully untilised day. KTV-ing then cycling at East Coast Park followed by great food. Just name it: My fave oyster omelette, char kway teow, sambal fish, satay, carrot cake, chicken wing etc... 好巧, we saw Jian Zhong n Si Wei there! The day ended by celebration for my “五日男友” JR bdae haa. Its always so great to hang out with this group of friends. Its also so convinient to have someone driving, we can just go anywhere!! I love u girls

Ok i think i slacked too much, an assignment n test to prepare for. So P.S shall be a good girl n study!

2008-01-10T12:22:00.000+08:00

A new look for my blog in a new year...
Actually did it long ago just that lazy to tidy it up in the template.
I love it, so sweet so pink!
So ppl, no more complaining of having to c JJ's face when u come to my blog hee...

Fri night out with Siew Kim & Flora

2008-01-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

My 白马王子辰亦儒!

Hee... I have found my 辰亦儒 look-alike in MM class quite some time back. He look quite alike from the side view, from the front view don't really look like but 他缺少了那一点气质. So everytime i walk by him i will steal a glance haa

After Vivian's wedding i have no motivation to lose weight so i kept eating n eating. Its time to stop le!

Rest day for me tmr....

2008-01-08T21:59:00.000+08:00

Welcome to 2008, a new year. Hope this will be a good year for me n everyone.
At the start of the year, just want to say my ideal 白马王子 is Calvin 辰亦儒!
Hmm this gives me another reason to dislike Hebe haa...
That day i read an interview abt Genie. She was asked who would she cook for, n her answer is Calvin. At first, i still think she is not bad, after reading that article, thats it, she is my enemy now!

好可爱哦!

S.H.E & Fahrenheit new song "新窝"

2007-12-31T02:00:00.000+08:00

1 more day of 2007 b4 we say Hi to 2008

3 more months to enjoy life before i say bye to alot of things which i can't bear to bid goodbye... Time, pls do not pass so fast!
Lots of photos to put up, from Vivian's wedding to Xmas day to S4 gathering today etc. Think it'll be 2008 b4 i put it up haa

So tired, waiting for my hair to dry b4 i go to bed. My hair stinks of BBQ smell!

2007-12-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

Its my favourite time of the year

Merry Christmas!!!

2007-12-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

Photos taken on my bdae r up...

The new show on Channel 8 “黄金路” seems like a good show! Plus there is 李南星, 周初明 n it'll be better if it is Qi Yu Wu instead of Tay Ping hui haa. Oh Mon's epi is gonna be so sad, on watching the commercial only i started crying.
Weekend is here, with classes tmr n meeting up with S4 ppl for dinner.
Back to watching tv....

2007-12-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

Its a cold n tiring day....

Well, 4/1 gathering was called off at the last min, 本来以为会有机会见到他. The next day he did not msg me so i thought he forgotten abt my bdae, 有点难过. But this morning when i woke up, i found a card addressed to me in the living room, i came home late yest so did not know there was mail. I assumed its a bdae card, n i thought maybe is from Cai Ling or Zhe Xin as they both r the ones who send cards to me. When i opened it, i was super stunned to know its from him! The first sentence he wrote was "Surprise!" First time in 8 yrs i known him that he has given me a card. After finish reading the card, i just started crying.... 他总是能让我心里有很多感触.
是不甘心还是一种依恋, 我很想为自己找到答案.

Yest met up with giraffe for dinner. Haa was craving was pepper lunch so i had a great dinner. Lots off ppl so we 不好意思 continue sitting there n chat. We left the place but cannot find a nice place to sit n as he is still hungry n wants to eat prata so from town we travelled to my place for cheese prata, can't resist the temptation so i ate too, so sinful! We had a great time chatting, seems like we always have alot to chat abt. I nearly fainted when he told me he wanted to join Dawn Yeoh's fan club!! Haha...Unknowingly, its already 11pm so we left. Haa now i know ur secret but don't worry i will keep it to myself. N thanks for the gift.

2 of my best friends r going on holidays: Violet & Daryl enjoy the Japan trip n Jeanie & Andrew enjoy the Bangkok trip! The both of them r enjoying life, June lets enjoy life in Spore too!
So lazy to post the photos hee...

2007-12-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday P.S!

Last yr i just threw my 21st bdae party, now another yr has past, i m 22 le! I had a great bdae n hope all my wishes will come true.
Thanks to all who has celebrated my bdae with me. My mum, my dad n my sis, also to Jesper. On sat night, thanks Violet, June, Jun Rong n Daryl for spending a wonderful night of eating n chatting with me. Today, thanks Jeanie n Andrew for coming by n a great KTV time with Jean.
Not forgetting to thank my god-bro for the e-card n all who sms me. To all my dear friends, i really appreciate it.
I had lots of cakes this yr, chocolate, blueberry cheesecake n oreo cheesecake, oh no that is very bad haa but i love cakes n its my bdae!

Have lots of pics but busy la, will post when i m free...

糖果要永远幸福快乐!

2007-12-07T13:37:00.000+08:00

Was a busy week for me ever since Sat...
First was bdae clelebrations for 3 of my little cousins. I was asked to blow the bdae cake too, felt so old haa. When making a wish,my dear cousin asked me not to waste my wish on JJ haha.
Then it was Vivian's wedding on Sun n Mon, it was a success n it was so sweet. Fun but tiring, wishing Vivian n Kenneth a blissful marriage. Vivian is so so pretty on that day!! The photos will be up when i got it, i saw a few, its nice.
Tues, met up with SIM girls for some catching up. They were talking abt their work life, i was thinking when i go out to work, i will be facing the same probs, felt so stress!
Yest, went to catch a movie with sis, "Enchanted". Finally got to watched it, its a sweet movie, just so sweet. Cinderella has always been my fave Fairytale, but nope this story is not abt Cinderella.
We took some neo prints...

Later, met up with mum n dad. They treated me to dinner for my bdae at a Teochew restaurant that serves my fave Yam Paste.

Fri night, will be meeting sis n Jesper for dinner in town. N then comes sat, 4/1 gathering!

Hope my busy wk will come to an end soon, i haven't been studying much, oh no...

2007-11-27T00:53:00.000+08:00

Still not in bed? Yea cos JJ is on SPOP on channel U. I missed the telecast earlier so now watching the repeat. Oh i just saw the cute guy Jon in SuperStar 2 haa
On Sat, i woke up n switched on the TV. It was Channel U n an advertisement had just ended. Up next was JJ's "Hurray" MV, its the first time i m seeing it. It immediately brought a smile to my sleepy face, just so naturally...

I dreamt of Zhang Dong Liang again but 梦境 is opposite of the previous dream. Haa i really find it weird.
No class tmr so i can stay up late, a busy wk up ahead with Vivian's wedding round the corner.
I also want to announe i m broke!! I need money haa
Back to watching tv, JJ will be out soon, thats the only part i m waiting for. JJ Rocks
Looking forward to 4/1 gathering on the 8th

2007-11-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

Yeah Its Fri tmr n no class on Sat!!
Was on a temp assignment at IBP, n something funny happened. Today, the boss came over n ask me y i come to work, it is cos i m those "tai-tai" too bored at home nothing to do? I was totally stunned n wasn't able to answer him haha. First, i must 谢谢他那么看得起我 but do i look so old??
Yesterday i had a funny dream again, this time round i dreamt of Zhang Dong Liang. Y i keep making such dreams recently.
Last Fri was a great but sinful day...
Was supposed to be a night out drnking Kopi with my G4 at Holland V Coffee Club but as Jean can't make it so we went in the noon instead. Look at the yummy Mud-Pie n the nice kopi... We sat there for very long n did lots of chatting. Its always so great to hang out with them.

After that, went town to meet sis n Jesper for dinner. Sis is giving us a treat at Fish&Co. Paragon's Fish&Co is quite small, ambience is not right too. Then we walk around to digest n head over to ViVo's Toast Box for tea. So much eating for the day... I think i have put on weight, so worried i can't fit into the gown on sat.

Today is the release of PSLE results, my kids din do very well but as long as they did their best n able to get into sec sch is good enough. Just hope they know is time to get serious.

2007-11-11T15:39:00.000+08:00

Its Sunday!! Just came home from lunch n shopping with mum n dad at ViVo.
I hate it when it starts raining on Fri night n continue thru Sat morning... Cos its so nice to sleep n i have to drag myself out of bed at 6.45am to prepare to go to sch! I want to sleep more!! fri night is a good night to stay late so sat in class i always feel sleepy. Anyway, sat class is fun with Xiao Chun around. We started doing stupid things, i called her 罗太 n she called me 林太 then we feel pai seh when we say too loud haha... So i say she must treat me better if not i ask JJ not to write songs for xiao zhu haa

I had a very funny dream that day... In the dream, there r 5 ppl who r a grp of good friends. The ppl include me, Hebe, Calvin of Fahrenheit n a couple whom has unfamilar faces. The dream is so dramatic like shooting some show like that but the "me" in the dream is very me, its something that i will do if that thing happens to me.
I duno y i will make this dream, maybe i m just trying to find solace in another world. N y i did not dream of JJ or Selina instead?

Its a busy week for me next wk with lots of things to do!! N 2 tests coming up!! Oh i m proud that i handed in my ESAP assignment cos i got a B yeah!!

2007-11-09T01:19:00.000+08:00

Its already 1.20am n i m still awake! Can't sleep... There r so many things in my mind...
Today, in my neighbourhood, a few units away from my house, there was a funeral possession. 忽然有很多感触, it reminded me of the day my grandfather left us 7 years ago, i suddenly miss him so much. My parents used to tell me that my grandfather dote on me alot when i was young, maybe perhaps i m the first grandchild. They told me everytime he came, he will bring me down to the playground n buy me ice-cream, sweets, tibits... But, sadly i had no recollections at all.
一场病把他带走了, i don't even have a chance to 好好孝顺他. How i wish he is still around n i can once in awhile go over to his place n buy him his fave coffee or 糕点. 阿公, 我很想你! Its important to 珍惜身边的人.

Tests coming soon, it time to buck up, cut down on watching tv!! Hmm but i doubt i can do that. Time for bed...

2007-11-06T14:21:00.000+08:00

You maybe reading my blog so i want to say again that I am sorry.... I hope that u can unerstand. I want to say thanks too.

On sun, its the Star Search Finals. As i have nothing better to do so i watched it. I did not follow thru so i do not know the contestants well as i only started watching it somewhere before semi-finals. These 4 r the ones whom i think r not bad. 许雅慧，杨伟烈，潘虹熹 n 陈邦銞.
Its quite expected who will win. I can tell u my fave is 杨伟烈! haa...

Attended MM class today, now so drained so will start studying in later part of the day. Phil is so funny, as we can't use scientific calculator in the exam anymore (which i find it quite dumb), he thought of lots of funny ways to remember formulas n calculations. But, it really makes remembering so much easier...

Its so cold now....

2007-10-29T09:57:00.001+08:00

Early on a Mon morning, i m sitting in front of the com eating my brunch (Milo with buscuit), preparing to go for class later, n msn-ing with Vio.

I have something to blog about! On Fri night, my dearest girls came over to my place to chat. Later we went out for supper to eat 豆浆油条 near Paradiz Centre. Its great to have a car, we can just go wherever we want hee... So thanks Jean for that day. Later they came back n we continue chatting till abt 2am before they left. Its a great day.
I just wanna say: Jean, Violet n June, I LOVE U GIRLS! U 3 r my best-est friends n u all make my life fun n happy. Tho we r busy n hardly meet up , but only u 3 r the ones i can relate using 心灵. No one can substitute your place in my heart hee... Hope no matter what happens in the future, our friendship will hold n be G4 forever.

Saying back, i realised i have got lots of dears everywhere...
My les Linda, both my 亲爱的 Carol n Mei Tyng, Hui Jing n Angeline, Beauty Chua, Flora n Siew Kim.... Oh no haha

Its time to go for bathe n head to sch. Its shopping day with sis today yeah!

2007-10-26T11:08:00.000+08:00

On the recovery of my illness...
Updates:
First, over the last last weekend, we had a family outing for breakfast, our fave 点心 at Pioneer Spring @ Mount Faber Safara. Last min, uncle call us out too so we went together. I find that the food quality has downgraded, not as nice as it used to be. Anyway, its a nice place there, with playground, swimming pool, gym, arcade, bowling alley etc...
Last Fri, went out with sis n Jesper. KTV n bowling followed by a sinful tea break at Swensens.
Sat, went for gown trying for ViVian's wedding day. Wow, must really start dieting if not i can't fit into the dress.

Catching up lately, with both my 亲爱的 at WCP mac for breakfast last sun. We were saying time flies so fast, the last time when were there studying for exam, its just like recently only. How i miss those days we have class together. ESAP class with my dearest Carol, Hui Jing n Angeline; FR class with my beauty n not forgetting James Kwan; Thurs MA with Mei Tyng n Belinda & Sat FM class with Michelle n Valarie...

Later, we G4 r meeting up. Original plan is to meet at WCP but now they will be coming over to my house! Can't wait to c them later.

2007-10-04T14:12:00.000+08:00

October is here...
During Mid-Autumn Festival went Chinese Garden with Siew Kim, Flora can't join us as she has test coming up. The theme is Sea so lots of sea animals... Before we left, there was a small scale fireworks display. A nice little catching up, we r going to meet soon.
Met up with my Les at Wheelock's NYDC for dinner. So long no c her le, we had a great time chatting.
Watched a movie, "I now pronounce u Chuck n Larry", its a comedy.

Its the 3rd day into PSLE, was worried for my NTPS kids. My kids r so adorable lor, they sms me to tell me they will get As for me. I was in lecture n can't help laughing. I was like, u all r suppose to get A for yourself, not me. But if i can make them get A for me also no harm, they can do well in PSLE. Good luck my darlings...

Yest was 亲爱的 bdae. Happy Birthday Mei Tyng!! Give yourself a reason to forget all the unhappines n move on in life :)
Jean also came over my house yest, as usual we crap abit n started singing S.H.E songs. She brought Sugar Roll from Polar n save my hungry stomach haa.
Wed class was tiring.... I still prefer John Man teaching ESAP, so sad he is not longer teaching. Phil's MM class is more interesting but it can get real bored at times...

Envy of my life? A student n i can still be slacking at home now, blogging n chatting on MSN with my les, Flora n Han Jie... Going to watch show le

2007-09-29T17:26:00.000+08:00

I have finally watched "My Girl", i have been watching it here n there on SCV but i now get to watch the full 16 epi. I just love everything abt this show. I love the story line, i love the 3 casts (Lee Da Hae, Lee Dong Wook n Lee Joon Ki).... It can really make me laugh n cry... If u ask me to re-watch it, i 'll haa

Here is the nice theme song of the show n scenes from it...

这世间可否有那么甜美的爱情存在着? Maybe it can only be found in shows...

Its weekend again.... After tmr, it'll be Oct, time really pass fast...

2007-09-23T14:19:00.000+08:00

Its good to be resting at home on a sun...
Summary of events happening since my last blog.
1. Shawn's bdae, dinner at Indo restaurant followed by KTV session. C that bdae cake? I made that cheesecake myself!! Who's there? Me, Vio, Daryl, Lennart, Wendy n Shui Ming
2. Catched "Ratatouille" with sis. I like that cartoon, nice story line n good ending.
3. Went back to NTPS to c my kids, miss them so much. They r taking PSLE next wk, good luck to them. After that is S4 mini gathering at Cafe Cartel, IMM. Purpose: Mummy Jing n Daddy Gary bdae celebration. I just loved to be with my JC mates, they r so fun!!
4. Fri is my last day at work at TT International. They r so sweet, they got me a Hello Kitty n forever friend cup. A mth plus there n i learned quite a lot, they r good to me. Make my working period there at ease. Thanks to May Shan, Choon Yin, Helen, Jane n Sharon.
5. Brought my son, Javier out for lunch at ViVo. The 4 of us had a great time at Arcade, fancy sis n me losing to the 2 kids in the games.

Next wk is a busy wk with lots of things to do.....
U r still in sch doing project, Jia You! Get done with it n go home to rest.
Now, i shall go watch show le...

2007-09-16T13:39:00.000+08:00

My new haircut!!

Pics at JJ Party 2... A great performance, tho i was so tired but i m happy haa. This time round i went alone, queued from 12pm till abt 4pm!

School has started... On first day of sch i already have class from 12pm till 10pm, a super tiring day. Oh no, everything sounds so chim , gotta work even harder this year. My 亲爱的s not in sch to study with me anymore, sob...sob...

Anyway i thought i'll be quite lonely in sch but i m wrong! ME i have sis with me, ESAP i have samantha, MM i have got Calvin tho he crash class one n lastly xiao chun is in the same MSM class as me. On sat that day, sudenly a girl came n ask if anyone sitting beside me, i raise my head n saw xiao chun!! So surprise, i believe sat its gonna be a crap day with her around. When i c her, i think of my dear June, the way they talk is quite similar...

Finally, a day when i can rest at home...

2007-09-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

8th & 9th Sept is JJ Day

Sat at St. James's DragonFly
Sun at ViVio ampitheatre
I will not be free for anyone these 2 days cos all my time will be devoted to JJ!!
So happy i can get to c him!! The idea of seeing him drives all my anger n sadness away...
Ppl pls log on to http://www.singaporehitawards.sg/Category5.asp n vote for JJ in the most popular male singer category in S'pore Hit Awards. I don't understand y he is not nominated for Best Male Singer? But no worries, this yr Best Local Singer award will go to him yeah!

Oh i think there r quite a few of nice movies coming up...