Such a nice weather, no rain, not alot of cars on e road...all tat i wanted for e perfect day of driving test. But i still flunk it!!!! So sad, i cried till my eyss v red n pain.
Had my last round in curcuit n i was confident in my curcuit already! Went to report, manage to calm myself down. Got my tester, his face so fierce, started to get worried. Upon entering e car, he told mi abt his expectations n ask mi lots of qs which i'm not prepared for. All my calmness was gone. He said if he sounds threstening id not his fault. Started to feel myself trembling, tears circling my eyes, but i controlled!
Curcuit went all well for mi, i did all my parkings well, no dermit points...some confidence was gain. One things tat happened was during slope, my seat moved bakwards! Oh no, but luckily din giv mi big probs, i quickly adjust. But i still v scared of e big-sized guy sitting beside mi. So i told myself to imagine tat is JJ besides mi, it works abit. But he e tester open his mouth to giv directions, JJ image was gone, hav to start imagine again. Hmm, i was happy tat i got Bukit Batok test route instead of Teck Whye! On e road, i did all i was supposed to. Everything was so smooth. On e last loop back to BBDC, i was trying to overtake e sationary car. Din realise there was a bus oncoming, it was too late to stop so my car or else i obstructing traffic so my car n e bus pass each other. I knew i made a big mistake...8 points!!!!!
Actually i was thinking i was able to pass so went happily up to e room. But i was wrong! Took my results to go find my instructor. First thing he said to mi was, Why u so suay got tat tester? Like tat sure die cos tat tester was well-known for picking bones in egg! All his students who got him majority fail. My instructor looked at e result slip n say he demerit points for all so minor things n he found it ridiculous for demeriting 10 points for speed. Duno wat e tester trying to do, i did keep to 70km/h on e road i supposed to! Maybe my only mistake was too slow on center lane while i was trying to change lane.
I was so devasted, din feel like re-taking anymore. I was so scared esp of e tester. My instructor was not v satisfied, he called e tester office to find out more but can't get thru. He offered to help in writing letter to HQ but i said nvm, i do not hav e courage. He asked mi to que for e earliest possible date. But earliest is only in end of Feb.
Was suppose to go for noon lect but no mood so came home.... Why m i so useless?????
Okie i shan't say anymore, tears r brimming....
S'pore Idol has come to an end! Was happy Taufik won. Tho i mus admit i like Slyvester but in my heart i wanted Taufik to win. Like e song "My Dream" v much! Heard tat media corp goin make a drama of all finalist, if all went fine, we shall be able to view it by May, was looking forward to it.
Hmm went HMV yest, saw lot of cd tat i wanted to buy... Zhang Dong Liang's, an instrumental compliations & a chinese compliation cd.... No $$$
No mood to do anything today....
