我也不想这样。。。
I was really hurt when i read my best friend's reply, wasn't able to sleep last night.Yes, perhaps I am partially at fault; agreed to be her 姐妹 on her wedding day but i just told her i will be flying off to Europe.
I know any explanation will be an excuse but i just need a channel to say something so i turned to my long abandoned BLOG.
On the day she asked me to be her 姐妹,i agreed immediately. Even tho there will be many strangers as her 姐妹 and knowing I will feel uncomfortable, it was not an issue because I want to be part of it!
However, at that point of time, my main concern was that my family was planning for Europe trip during end oct but because of the wedding, i postponed it to Nov.
不知道是不是在开我玩笑。。。
When settling for the trip, the departure dates of the tour are all totally off. Travel agents said the transition period from Oct - Nov is low season so they have hardly have any tour departing. To make things worse, it has to fit sis & my work schedule.... The only viable departing day is 27 Oct, but both sis & I were very hesistant as it clashes with each of our best friend's wedding as we are in the 姐妹团!
I spent the next few days running to all travel agencies searching for alternatives but there were none.
Next option, to postpone the trip till end Nov. It was not our initial plan as it will be too cold, I can't stand the cold. Prior to this, my colleague and I are both travelling in Nov and she is kind enough to accomodate to my timing so our arrangement is: I will travel early Nov and she will travel end Nov. Upon checking with her, she has booked the air ticket and both of us can't apply leave at the same time. I am totally LOST!!!
Sis said she will not attend her friend's wedding so she is ok with flying off on 27, now everyone is waiting for my answer. This gave me sleepless nights,我真的不知道该怎么做?
做了个决定。。。
In the end, I made a painful decision, to go ahead with the tour.
Once decision made, I informed her immediately and her reply hurts.
I know she is disappointed with me but I thought she would understand me.
She is my best friend, I will forgo anything for her. Of course, I want to be present on her BIG DAY to share her joy.
Sis made a sacrifice by not attending the wedding and I succumb to family commitments, we have been planning for this trip for the past 2 years.
我希望我能分身,但是我做不到!
难道我的决定是错的?不管我做什么决定,都会是错的。。。。我根本没有两全其美的决定。
这件事会怎么影响我们的友情,我不敢去想。
现在的我,心很痛,谁能了解?