= Enter the World of Tang Guo =

...ME

Candice Chua
candice_shyan@hotmail.com

Likes:
Pink
Hello Kitty
JJ & S.H.E

WishList:
Lose weight
To Know JJ
A big Hello Kitty Soft toy
Burberry Sheer Fragrance
Vaio-C Laptop

...LINKS

My LoVe
Jiro
Violet
Jeanie
G4 Gals
Jun Rong
Cai Ling
Carol
Jas Lee
Xin Mei
Evon
Joanne
Kai Qi
Si Yin
Yeu Yun
Yi Ching
Chee Wee
God-Bro HW
Mei Tyng
Flora
Wei Qing
Prince Charming - Chen Yi Ru
93.3 Pei Fen

...MEMORIES

...TAGBOARD

...CREDITS

DESIGNER: ice angel

Brushes: aethereality.net

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Friday, May 30, 2008

Final epi of “变奏曲” today, hmm quite a happy ending but not realistic haa. No more Zzen n Jeanette Aw to c le, now left Zhang Yao Dong on 7pm show.

Just now went to get batt from Don n chatted abt their Taiwan trip. He says if i go there sure shop till i drop dead n they say luckily we girls didn't go with them if not they will be so bored haa. Thanks guys for the "Taipei 101" keychain. I want to go Taiwan!!

Let me say abt my ESAP paper on Tues. Its not very difficult but somehow i think i din perform well. The things i memorise so well din appear, no qs on Attribution! I think i pressurized myself too much, when the paper started i din even look at Sect B, C, D n i started doing A. Its suppose to be a sure score sect but i got so blanked out, the points r somewhere in my mind but i just can't seem to pull it out!! Was wondering if i was really prepared for the paper... When i left the exam hall, suddenly had this bad feeling, will i fail the paper? Thinking back i think i wrote nonsense n points r not sufficient.
After the paper, met up with the twin sisters, Kai Xin & Kai Wi n Zhe Xin for dinner at IMM. Haa aft 2 yrs, i still can differentiate who is who...

每一次考试期间我似乎都在耍忧郁，夜深人静我会忽然哭起来。That day was talking to mum n dad then i suddenly broke down n cry. Haa think they r used to it already, my dad only said: “你每次考试都这样.” Just feel so stress, so worried for my ME & ESAP paper, just like i told Calvin, efforts is not proportional to results...

20 more hrs to my prince, Zhang Dong Liang's concert!! A little perk during this stressful period. I believe i m going to enjoy it tmr, so will Siew Kim esp with my company, oops she's going to puke haa. I decided to embed a few of his songs that i like in my blog, n i realised i din really know the lyrics to his songs!

So i m going to study in sch till 3pm b4 i head down to Suntec, so excited now!!!

One last paper to go, i was actually pinning my hopes on MM, ESAP n MSM but now MM n ESAP is gone so i just hope all goes well for MSM paper.

Oh Calvin told me he saw him yest at exam, once again he is talking to girls...

Sis is so 幸福, she told me aft exam, Jesper will be waiting for her outside the exam hall n they will be going for nice dinner. Me, i m going to take MRT from Expo to Clementi alone...

My June is so packed with so many things to do n ppl to meet, my schedule is full! N nice movies coming out!!

Sweet Candies.... ;

Saturday, May 24, 2008

10 more days to freedom from exams!! Studying for exam for UOL is double or maybe triple the stress of studying for A levels, 2 more papers to go only, i want finish the final lap.

7 more days to Zhang Dong Liang's Concert, a mini break during exam period. I just love this pic of him...

Everyday, i will sit in front of the TV at 9 to watch "变奏曲" so by 8pm i will pack my stuff n leave the sch library, just nice, dinner n tv at 9. Its just like those days when “黄金路” n “一房半厅” is airing.
There's JJ on TV tmr!!

Jean dear is now in Europe having hols.
Chee Wee, Don & Chee Teck r in Taiwan.
Hope they all have fun, i m looking forward to a short trip aft exams too...

Time for a bath n back to studying. Now, when i c my ESAP notes i just feel like puking...

Sweet Candies.... ;

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Finally 2 papers down...
First paper MM, for the forecast qs, i thought i did wrongly as the figures r so weird, so i kept checking n checking so wasted alot of time. After the paper when i asked Gary, he said the figures r right. I pinned high hopes on this paper, looks like no hope le. Guess what, first thing i stepped into Expo Hall 1 i saw him, got so distracted so i purposely stand away from him haa. I rather c him aft the paper n not b4... Hmm the next time i can c him is perhaps 3rd June.
Today, had ME paper. Econs is always my 克星, i can nv understand it. I really duno how to do today's paper, when u r desperate, u will turn to do theory qs, Insurance or 2nd price discrimination? N i decided on Insurance as i really can't do the calculations. Felt so devasted when i left the exam hall. If i can't graduate, its all becos of Econs.
So shacked, aft resting today, its time to start the 7 days per week study plan again tmr. Unwinding time on Sat, i m going to shop till i satisfied!!

Felt so fortunate living in Spore, free from all natural disaster... Seeing all the pics published on newspaper just makes me 心寒. Hope they can save as many ppl as they can, n receive all the help!

Sweet Candies.... ;

Monday, May 05, 2008

Taking a break from studies...
The new 9pm show “变奏曲” started today! Tho there r ppl like Chistopher Lee, Elvin Ng, Jessica Liu, Dawn Yeoh & Julian Hee whom i don't like but i m looking forward to the show. For 欧萱 & 章缜祥 i m going to watch, the storyline looks good too. I thought Zzen had left Mediacorp, so happy to c him appearing on TV again, its the cute little boy who is playing his childhood role!! The first epi looks ok, hopefully it will turn out to be a nice show. The previous show “迷图” is such a failure, the cast is already not attractive, the plot is even worse. I think is one of 2008 lousy show haa...
Hmm had been eating too much recently, getting tired n hungry easily, must be due to high stress level!
Back to MM notes...

Sweet Candies.... ;

Sunday, May 04, 2008

I didn't go c Zhang Dong Liang yest, decided to stay in sch library to study as time is running out, plus the idea of travelling to Junction 8 just puts me off. But he is on the Charity show tonight, he is the first performer. 他好像瘦了但依然那么帅气！
Yest night met up with dear June near my house. We chatted for quite a while. Some things did happen back then but those were history. Most impt, we r back to good friends again n i believe our 友情更坚固.
On the last day of April, had dinner with my beloved G4 girls at Holland V's Breko. Haa i think we ordered too much food for 5 ppl, guess we were too hungry at that time. The food is not bad, i love the potato wedges!! Jean permed her hair, its nice!
不管我再怎么不开心，只要和我的姐妹淘在一起，我就自然而然开心起来. I love u girls always. Tho it was a short meeting up but i had fun. Meeting up once a month despite our busy schedule!

我快被 Managerial Econs & 他逼疯了！！！
已经一个星期没看到他了，这样也好，感觉不到他对我的冷漠。
他是续李先生后，能让我有感觉，能让我哭的人。奇怪的是我不觉得自己喜欢他 haha, 有感觉 not equals to 喜欢。真不明白他为什么要这样，也许自己的条件不够好吧。
一直想找个答案，现在残酷的事实已摆在眼前。我曾对自己说过绝对不能重蹈覆辙，我的心承受不了的。。。所以在陷进前，用力把自己推出来。
对我好的人我无意中把他们推开，而不曾多看我一眼的我却偏偏死心塌地，简直是自讨苦吃。
你们常说我不切实际，我尝试过了，结果呢？我不如回到我的幻想世界，至少在里头我是快乐的。我回到了原点。。。

My plans for next wk, go to sch library everyday to study from 9 till at least 6pm!
I m still craving for Mac breakfast tho i had Mac for dinner yest.

Sweet Candies.... ;

Saturday, May 03, 2008

My dear friends Graduation Ceremony...
Haiz, could have graduated with them but i m still stuck in sch. So happy for them, can feel the joy, wondering when i graduate who will be there to share the joy with me? Hopefully i can graduate this yr! So touched when i learned that my G4 girls r waiting for me to grad so we 4 can take photos in the robe. This makes me have the goal to graduate!!

So that means its time to push on, time is running out. I have been neglecting my MM cos of the i "forever dun understand" econs, so stress!!

Yest, Carol sms me to ask when is my last paper. I feel so happy receiving the sms n nearly cried cos i really miss her so much. Last yr, we girls would meet everyday to study w/o fail, now i somehow feel so alone in sch!
Still comtemplating if i should go c Zhang Dong Liang tmr...

埋头苦读来麻醉自己，its effective!!

Sweet Candies.... ;