Well i'm a ger who will really hate someone to e core if i really hate tat person haha... In e first place i already dun hav gd impression of cyndi n dun like her, now i hate her to e core! Cyndi is condemned by both mi n my sis... Why? Cos my JJ says cyndi is his "meng zhong qing ren"... I can't accept tis fact! why of all pretty gers he choose an ugly ger, so disappointed in him! Last time was Hebe, i like hebe but at tat time i suddenly hate her too... At least Hebe is a better choice than cyndi ba. If not can go for Jolin, Stella...They so pretty n cute! N cyndi got to act with him in his Music Love Story.... He wrote 2 songs for her.... How i wish i can make her disappear in tis world! N her performance in NKF is lousy. She din put in effort at all lor, like jus make an appearance for e sake of appearing. Dun understand wat guys c in her? Haha Carol n Pei Yi was telling mi how to counter her over lunch. They said bring Jolin cd n dress like Hai Dao go Cyndi's autograph. N go up stage say to Cyndi "Jolin i like u so much!" haha Hui Jing was also teaching mi how to get JJ's attention jus like how she got Terrence cao attention n gain acknowlegement. Jing says i mus let JJ know my existence.... But she is a daring ger not like mi....i can't never do wat she did! Next, i duno wat i doing. I actually went to register for "Jue Dui Superstar"!!! Hmm i din went for e filming tho. But with Jean in e competition too, i totally no chance le haha. I so worried on audition day i would jus freak out n leave Mediacorp. Is on 30th, can't even decide which song to use.... most impt thing. I mus lose weight in 2 weeks time!!!! Have econs lect tmr at 6pm, go study now le....