Its been a hard weekend.... Fri morning while i was walking to office, i was happily thinking i can go catch a movie aft work! Someone called me n i turn around, it was Monica. She was crying, i have no idea wat happened. She was mumbling but i heard she mention Shawn. Aft repeating, i got it, "Shawn, pass away".... At that moment my mind was in total blank, when we stepped into the lift my mind is still blank, all i could do was to hug Monica. Upon reaching the office, 2 other colleagues n the 2 managers were also crying n they told us wat happen, At this point, i broke down n cried hard.... The whole dept can't function at all, every single person was so shocked n crying n no one wants to believe that Shawn has left us.... I haven't cried so much n so hard for a long time le. He did not turn up for work since Mon, so the last time i saw him was Sat. That day, they were all still chatting n laughing happily. When i left the office, he was smiling n telling me "See you onMon". I will never be able to c him again... This sentence keep ringing in my mind till now. He is such a nice guy n still young & healthy, sometimes during break he will ask, "Candice, u want a drink? Coffee? Tea?" He is always the one that makes everyone laugh, no one knows he is so emotionally unstable. Human can really hide their emotions well.... I only knew Shawn for 2 weeks so i m not that close to him but the sadness really hits me. I can't imagine the pain of the others, they r all so close... He is just sitting at the cubicle next to me, from the corner of my eyes i can c his desk, it hurts.... I will never hear him greet me Good Morning anymore We all can't have lunch in the meeting room anymore I can't c him on the phone n typing away at his computer anymore I went to his wake today, its so sad. The fact that he is really gone has just gotten into me.
爱情都不会长久，婚姻难道就会长久？ 你会不会因为最爱的人的离开而结束自己的生命？
I need some time to get over it.... Now, i just wish that he can rest in peace n his mother will take good care of herself.
